love of my life

update

2009-06-30T10:42:00.002+12:00

havent been blogging 4 ages now..have been so buzy...was planning to go back to Japan 4 winter holiday but we dont have enuf time...so we're jst gna stay here..feeling cold n freezing...its summer in Japan..so we're not really gna experience summer this year i guess...coz when we go 2 Japan..it's gna be winter again..sigh..bt just need my visa etc...it shudnt take dat long 2 process my visa..and lucky my visa doesnt have any limitation to work,stay or whatsoever..but i just have 2 renew it every 1 or 3 years...unless i apply for permanent resident..

I really dont realise that there r so many ppl who love Japan..d culture..d language..d people..esp d boys...and I told ken about it n he was like..d best way 2 learn d language n d culture is having japanese bf..n then I sed..having u doesnt even make me wna learn japanese...n he sed its all bcoz im lazy n dont wna learn it at all...*how mean!!!!!*

2009-01-08T10:29:00.002+13:00

umff..
nth much going on these days..
ken's back from japan few days ago *finally*
i started 2 move sum stuff b4 he came back..*we'r shifting apt*
had bit of prob wif d old apt..

i cud've moved on sat but then when i saw d apt..i was lyk *how d hell i cn live in this apt???*
its way 2 dirty...so they arranged cleaner etc..

so now..here i m..
just waking up >.<
still gta move table etc from upstairs...
ah..so tired..

2008-12-29T19:05:00.001+13:00

gna be busy this week..
gna move 2 new apartment on saturday..
so by the time ken's back, we'r gna stay in that apartment...

2008-12-28T12:53:00.002+13:00

umff..
i didnt do much on xmas day..
went 2 church with my sis n her hubby n my bro on xmas eve..
had dinner before we went to church coz the mass started at 12..
we went there around 11..the choir started carolling...*i love xmas carol*

then went back home..
had xmas party 2 attend..
but it was kinda worse xmas party so far *sorry*
because..those guys were out of control..
2 many people drunk..
but still it was fun..

then just had lunch in bbq king on xmas day..
all shops were closed..
we had to walk 4 awhile until we found a place to eat...

then..on 26 Dec..
it was boxing day!!!!!!!
went 2 botany..
and shopping...
but 2 bad..
everytime I saw the queue in front of cashier..
it made me lazy to look around..

then we had lunch..
i was craving for frozen coke..
so went 2 McD to buy 1..
there were bunch of Maori kids in front of me..
they looked like around 18..
they were quite careful and aware with me..and somehow we ended up talking..
and there was an Indian lady who was queueing beside me..
but guess wht..
that indian lady moved to the middle between 2 lines where there were no1 queueing..
and somehow..
she moved to stand in front of those Maori kids..but 1 of them already ordered food for the rest so they stepped out from the line..leaving the lady standing in there..so she stood in front of me..
i was like @$^@&$^&^@%&@$(&

gosh!!!
she shud've known how to wait and queue..coz McD was so full...lotsa ppl queueing as well!!!!!
sigh...

2008-12-25T20:04:00.003+13:00

古嶋 family just wna say

"Merry Christmas"

"メリークリスマス"

Hope u have an awesome xmas...

2008-12-22T23:19:00.003+13:00

I went to Sylvia Park on Sunday with Syndee..
We bought the train tickets and w8d in platform 2..the train came and a guy asked us where we wanted to go.
We said Sylvia Park..he said we had to go to platform 3..they rerouted the train because of fire in Penrose..

but finally we arrived in Sylvia Park after getting confuse with the platform..
there were sooooo many people in there..all of them bought xmas presents..

*how can I kno??*

because..there were free wrapping..and there were long queues..so they didnt have to wrap it by themselves..

well..
we didnt do much in there..
just window shopping..

and i found a crepe maker machine..4 only $40
me and syndee were lyk..."is it rili $40?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?"

then we went back home..
des was gna cum 2 syndee's apt..
she's gna stay ova..
we had dina in korean resto..

then went back 2 syndee's apt..
watched mv..
then I went back home..
so tired...

and 2day..
I went to anna n colin's office..chatted wif them 4 awhile..
I told colin dat i found a crepe maker machine 4 $40..he was lyk..really???????
he said he luv crepes..
he asked me if i bought it or not..
I said no..coz i didnt kno who's gna make it n who's gna eat it..
If i bought it..it myt end up in storage room n gna take space as well...
so i didnt buy it..

*im aiming the apt bside their office*
hopefully I can get it *fingercross*

2008-12-22T00:10:00.002+13:00

2 whom it may concern...

agh..pls dont act lyk u'r popular!!!!
pls dont act lyk u'r cool enuf 2 get any girls..
pls dont ask me bout my girl friends coz I wont introduce them 2 u..

and stop saying girls who go to club have bad image..coz u shud've seen urself b4 u sed dat..
u'r d 1 who like 2 go 2 club..
sigh..
going 2 club..doesnt mean dat she's bad...
if u wna go out with innocent girl..just go out with 14 year-old girl..
sigh...

so please think 1st b4 u say sth..
sigh..

2008-12-19T16:45:00.002+13:00

umff...
jst finished watching always- 三丁目の夕日and always- 続三丁目の夕日..
i tube of ラムネ and also 1 box of ボンタンアメ r gone alrdy T.T

gna watch spongebob xmas edition nw..
nyahaahhaa...
lucky he sent lotsa dvds...

2008-12-17T21:11:00.001+13:00

i just watched がき使い
its sooooo funiii...
yamasaki used 2 b soooo skinny b4..
huahhaha....

2008-12-17T16:46:00.003+13:00

lucky!!!!!!
y??
coz i wasnt lazy 2 ready all those japanese that's written on cd!!!!
hahaha...
coz it turned up that he also sent となりの山田くん (my neigbours the yamadas), となりのトトロ (my neighbour totoro), and がき使い *a japanese TV program dat i rili love*

i wanted to get となりの山田くん since ages ago but then i was thinkin that i cud ask him 2 get it in japan..n he did..i even 4gt askin him..lol..

yeay yeay yeay...
have lotsa dvds to watch tonite!!!!!

he said every japanese grew up with となりのトトロ so i have to watch it as well >.<
sigh..

but then at least i have lotsa dvd to choose from to watch 2nite..

2008-12-17T12:35:00.003+13:00

I went to d building manager's office..

they said i had parcel..

i was looking for every parcel in there..tot its from my friend..coz she sed she sent sth 4 me..

n sumhw my eyes were stucked in a parcel that was sent from japan..

dat kanji was read as "furushima kenichi"

then i checked d name in "to" box..

its written jessica furushima..n i was lyk..huh????i tot he didnt send me anything coz i told him just bring it back wif him instead of sending it 2 me..

so i went back home..opened d parcel..
n ges what i get...

2 boxes of ヨーグルト

2 tubes of ジューｃ

2 boxes of ボンタンアメ

2 tubes of ラムネ

and sum dvds...

yeay yeay yeay..

gna spend d day eating these sweets..

tot he's gna send チョコビ as well..but he didnt..
but ive told him 2 bring it wif him when he cums bck..yeaayyy...

2008-12-16T22:51:00.001+13:00

doh..

i miss japan suddenly..

2008-12-16T21:51:00.002+13:00

so..few days ago..my bro asked me 2 ask ken 2 him omamori and gatsby..d pink 1..
then i told him to email ken str8 away..but as usuall..he didnt want 2..
and i told him that i mite 4get..n ges what he said.."r u dat old?"
i was like..#^*!#*!&*$&!&$*!)

i mean..he's d 1 who wna get it so he has to make effort 2 contact ken and ask him str8 away..
n ken's going 2 shrine on new year...
so i told him that ken mite 4get bout it so bta email him..and he did..

he asked ken 2 get him 4 different kinds of omamori..
and gatsby..
which is gna cost about 5000yen..
and since japanese yen is quite strong at the moment..
so its gna be about nz$100

so today ken told me it would cost him $100..
so my bro changed his mind abit...
n asked ken 4 2 omamori..and gatsby..which is gna cost him $60

yeay yeay..
ken..work hard in japan...
then get lotsa money >.<
hehehehe =D
but dont 4get 2 bring my chokobi..and pucho..all flavour of pucho...
*yummy*

2008-12-15T20:53:00.002+13:00

yeay..
i went out 2day wif des..
walkin along in queen st..
went 2 sum shops..
then had bubble milk tea..
yummy...

we chatted alot..gosh..hadnt seen her 4 ageeeessss...
then we went 2 warehouse..
bought sum stuffs..
went back 2 my apt..
then went 2 buy sum groceries..
lol..
its so fun..

we were thinkin 2 go 2 syndee's apt..
but she's working until 10.30 pm..
i was thinking 2 go there after she finished working..but its raining...
sigh...

sigh..
there are lotsa ppl wif bad attitude...
n im getting sick of those ppl...

2008-12-14T18:26:00.002+13:00

sigh..
few days ago..
ken said he bought something 4 me..4 my xmas present..
i was so excited..
he said just wait until i got it..he bought it online so it would be sent 2 my apartment..

and yesterday..
i got it already..
when i saw it..all i could was...sigh...
i saw d box..
didnt even wana open it..
2 troublesome..

and guess what ppl!!!
he bought another set of speaker!!which he claimed 4 me...*but he's d 1 who's gna use it anyway*
y did i say another 1??
because..
we have lotsa speaker alrdy!!!!
wonda y he bought it..

but hey..
guy will be guy...
they are so interested in gadgets...
dats y i dont rili want him 2 go 2 music store..
jst simple bcz he's gna say..its cheap jess...can i buy it???
n i always say no..
hehehe...
im not trying 2 be mean..
but i dont see any point why we have 2 buy those music stuffs...

2008-12-13T21:40:00.000+13:00

i just simply wana scream.

2008-12-12T15:35:00.003+13:00

syndee txtd me yesterday n asked bout movies..
since i didnt feel lyk goin 2 cinema..so i sed nah..
so we ended up having dina 2gta..

hide n michael went out wif us s well..
hide was still sleeping until 5ish..so i had 2 wake him up..
michael was home at dat time..so i asked him if he wanted 2 join us..n he said yea..
so after hide took shower..we went 2 syndee's apt..decided what we wanted to have 4 dinner..

we ended up with mentatz..
i had miso ramen..
we talked agessss in there...

n sumhow..we decided 2 go 2 hulucat..
lol..
that place was soo comfyyy...
they almost fell asleep..
lol..
i got lime greentea with pearl..
its hugeee...

i think we spent almost 3 hours in there..
then we all went back home.

2008-12-10T22:56:00.002+13:00

this afternoon sumhow syndee txted me n asked if i wanted 2 go shopping..
since i had nth 2 do..
so of cuz i sed yeah..
lol...

she came 2 my apt 30 mins later..
then thinkin where 2 go..
so we decided 2 go 2 queen st..

went 2 smith n caughey..
syndee bout 3boxes of chocolate dat costed her $30..lol..
she looked @ me whn we were in cashier..
lol..
i kno..its expensive..
then we went 2 lvl 3 and looked 4 duvet set 4 her..
its bout $200..
n we were lyk..geezzzz....its 2 much!!

then we had lunch in atrium...
then we continued our shopping..
well.mostly window shopping 4 me coz i dn rili lyk d model..
went 2 justjeans..
syndee got 3 tops..
then wildpair..
finally she got wedges that she's been wanting 4 ages...
it was on sale..
then went all the way 2 downtown..
but stopped at sum shops of cuz..
lol..
then went 2 warehouse..
she cudnt get duvet set..but she got cutlery instead..

then went 2 amazon..
then walked up 2 upper queen st..*of cuz we stopped in sum shops again*
hahaha..
went 2 her apt..
chilled out 4 awhile..
thenn..
laughed when we were watching my wife and kids..friends..
talked bout sum stuffs...
watched shortland st..
hahaha...
then i decided 2 go home..
needed 2 cook dinner >.<

lol...
but..it was tiring yet fun ^^

2008-12-07T21:56:00.002+13:00

alicia keys concert last nite..
n unfortunately..i had 2 miss it again..
sigh..

i missed rihanna n chris brown concert..
alicia keys concert..

btw..pcd is cumin 2 akl in march..wif lady gaga as guest star..
but im not dat interested..

huhuhu...
ken...cum back soon!!!!wif my chokobiiii...okeh okeh...and my yogurt lollies..and sum other lolliessss...

ah..
he has 2 go 2 dentist in japan..
bt he's damn scared of dentist...

sumhow he called me n told me he was shakin when he talked to the receptionist..
i told him to get his tooth fix..
but he was like.."jess...kowaiii...yada..yada..yada.."
then i was like..bta do it soon --"

aghh..
*es doger*

2008-11-29T22:29:00.003+13:00

umff..
nth 2 do 2day..
decided 2 cook carbonara 2day..
bt ken is d 1 who cooks carbonara 4 me..
n i had no idea wht 2 use b4...sighh..
sumhow i made it...
but bit tasteless T.T
eventho i put heaps of pepper alrdy..

then des txted me..results r out alrdy in arion..
checked it..
n yeaaayyyy..
i passed all papers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
nyahahahahaha....
hpi hpiiiiii...
no more w8in 4 results....

coz actually..this sem was so bad 4 us...4 assignments were due in a same week..then..free 4 3 weeks..n d same thing happened again...

well..there r ppl who r rili gud in managing their time..but its certainly not me!!!lol...

ohh..santa parade 2moro..
thinkin shud i go or not...
umfff...

2008-11-27T10:52:00.002+13:00

made home made burger yesterday mrng..
then..
watched tyra..its bout ways 2 4gt guys who dump u...
theenn..
tk showa..
then..watched jeremy kyle..
but afta dat..wanted 2 watch dr phil s well..
sigh..
i decided nt 2 watch both since i was confused which 1 2 watch..

bt then i ended up crashin syndee's new apt..lol..
we went 2 newmarket..
she needed 2 gt modem from woosh..n she cud onli pick it up from newmarket..
lol..
thenn..we went bck 2 their apt..
they set up internet..
me was talkin 2 syndee..

thennn...
i decided 2 leave..
n sumhw my fren called..
we ended up hvin dina 2gta in buttumak..
i gt squid n he gt flatfish..
my squid was quite tasteless..n he sed his fish wasnt dat yummy s well..
well..
i looked people ordered pork stew..
was thinkin 2 gt it bt not sure hw spicy it is..
seems lyk its so popular in there..
i'll try dat nxt tym..
lol..

oh..
ken jst had new haircut..
sigh..
i dn lyk it --"
tld him nt 2 cut it anymr til he cums bck here..

2008-11-24T20:11:00.002+13:00

i woke up l8 2day..
around 10..
lol..
well..
actually i woke up around 7 just 2 close d window..
d wind blew so hard n it made sum stupid sounds..
its so noisy..

thn went out from my room..
asked michael if he still wna go 2 dressmart..
@ 1st..he wasnt sure..
but afta dat..
we decided 2 go afta he had haircut..

we went out around 1..
went 2 all shops in thr..
but cudnt find much stuffs dat i liked..
but hide n michael cud find sum stuffs...

n we went 2 vietnamese cafe..
its nt dat bad..its quite yummy tho..but d place jst looked old..
then we decided 2 go bck home..

but d traffic in d motorway was so bad..
we decided 2 use normal way instead of motorway..sumhow we ended up in sylvia park..
i tld thm dat it myt b closed already..
but hide sed dont think so..
so we went there..
n i was ryt..
all shops were closed..
so we didnt do anything in there..

and decided 2 go home..lol..
its fun...

btw..hide's gna say byebye 2 contact lenses as he will do lasik 2moro..
i wna say byebye 2 contact lenses 2 >.<

2008-11-24T12:07:00.002+13:00

went 2 piha on sat wif hide n michael..
it was totally unplanned..
michael came back home and sed.."lets go 2 piha!!"
lol..
so we went thr..
bt its bit late..
we went out bout 2ish.
then michael needed to sort sumthing out 1st..n it took us an hour..
sumhw we got to piha around 4..
and thise guys went 2 swim str8 away..
i wanted 2 play..but then i jst sat down..
sunbathing and lookin afta their stuffs..

few minutes lata..
hide came back..he sed d water was 2 cold..
n we jst talked and he was diggin hole 2 bury michael..

after dat..michael came..n we asked him 2 sit on d hole dat hide made..
n hide started 2 bury him..
an old lady wif her grandchildren passed by..
n she yelled 2 her grandchildren.."a headless man!!!"
haha..i was laugin alot..

then afta few hours..we decided 2 go back.
we went 2 pak n save n bought groceries in thr..
lol..

then went 2 kfc..cudnt b botha 2 cook..
so went 2 kfc..
and came back home wif feelin tired..
haha..
bt its fun...

2008-11-17T20:27:00.002+13:00

there was japan day yesterday in ASB stadium..
i was excited 2 go...not bcoz of d event..but coz of d fud..i knew thr's gna b lotsa yummy fud in thr..n whn i got thr..i was rite!!
lotsa fud stalls..
i wantd 2 get fuds..but d queue was quite long..
we decided 2 go inside..
then there was sum shows..
when i went 2 d hall..there were children from jpns kindy were singing...awww...so cute..
then we were looking around..
i wanted 2 buy cotton candy..but when i looked d way they made it..it rili turned me off..so i didnt buy it..
i bought japanese parfait..its so yumm...

oh..i met will..ken's fren..he's korean but he speaks jpns fluently..he told me 2 learn jpns..n its gna tk ages 2 reach his level --"
he asked bout ken..i sed ken's back in jpn nw..n he was quite surprised..
lol..
he cudnt go bck 2 korea coz he bought new lens 4 his camera..lol..
poor him..

then we sat dwn..
watchin kendo..afta dat..thr were kinda bridal show..
i was kinda w8in 2 c kimono 4 wedding..
but it took ages until it turned up..
goshh..its so beautifulllll...but my sis sed it made d bride looked scary..

then we went outside..was thinkin 2 get fud..but when i saw d queue..i was lyk..nah..cudnt b botha 2 queue 4 ages only 4 small amount of fud..
n michio was thr..d tanpopo guy..wanted 2 say hi but he looked bz serving customer..

then i came back home..

hide lost his fone since friday nite..
he sed its in d apt..
but we looked evrywhr but we cudnt find it..

ken called me last nite n he talked 2 hide..
thn ken asked me 2 gv his old fone 2 hide..
at 1st i cudnt find it..
but finally..i found it..i gave it 2 hide so hide went 2 vodafone 2day 2 get new simcard wif his old #..
lol..

this afternoon..my slpyhead woke up early *in jpn tym*
then we talked..
hahaha..finally i cud c his dummy face after few days...

n d weather was quite bad..
jst made me feel lz 2 go out..lol..

2008-11-15T11:34:00.002+13:00

i went 2 china on thursday..
we had peking duck..its so yum..we were thinkin 2 get yumcha as well..but then lucky we didnt get it at all coz i felt so bloated after dat...
we all felt so full..

n i asked a waitress 4 water..
me (m): can i have a glass of water pls?
waitress (w): do u want bottle 1?coz we dont provide any tap water coz we got complain b4..*but then 1 of their staff gave me tap water b4*
m: i jst wana hv water!!!*i was so thirsty!!!*
w: do u want bottle 1 or hot water?coz we dont provide any tap water..
ken (k): just get bottle 1..
m: *i looked so annoyed coz i was so thirsty..but then she kept telling me same thing again* just bottle 1..

when she came back with water..
m: u bta tell ur staff not 2 serve tap water if u had any complain from customer.
w: yea.we dont serve tap water anymore coz we had complain bout it from customer dat they had stomachache..*she sounded so annoyed coz i told her dat*
m: but 1 of ur staff just gave me tap water!!!!!!!
w: no!we dont provide tap water anymore..*somehow we were arguing*
m: i just got tap water lyk few minutes ago!!!!!!!
w: its staff problem!!!!!!
k: *he was saying in rude tone* just leave!!!!thx!!!!!!!

n after dat..i scolded ken..coz i wasnt finish with her..
how come she said its staff problem!!!!huh!!!

yesterday we were quite bz..
ken needed 2 gt sum stuff 4 his parents..
we went 2 hemp shops..he got 8 hemps..but then he got discount 4 dat..lol..n d shopkeeper sed if he brought bracelet 4 them 2 sell..he cud get $5 4 each bracelet..hehehe...
then we went 2 borders..check some cds..

then he went 2 souvenir shop while me went 2 foodtown coz we were gna have dinner wif anna n colin.d building manager in d apt where im living now..
we have rili gud relationship with them...umff..our relationship isnt 4 business...they r more lyk frens 4 us..
i cooked chicken nibbles n ken cooked oyakodon last nite..
we went up 2 their apt..their baby girl is so cute..she kept lookin at me n ken..
she came 2 me heaps..she went 2 a room where d guys were playin ps2..
they have 4 children..so ken was playin wif them last nite..only d boys tho..they have 3 boys n 1 girl..
i was talking wif anna alot..
colin n hemi *2nd son* was out 4 a while 2 get sth 2 drink n rice..
when they were back..ken n izak came out from d room..
surprisinglyyyyy....ken was carrying shakinah...d baby girl...hahahaha..i was laughin so hard...
lucky they liked d dinner..
we were thinkin 2 stay in thr til 9-10ish..but somehow..we ended up goin bck @ 12am..
we wudnt go bck if i didnt ask ken 2..
coz i was thinkin 2 go back around 11..
but colin wanted 2 show sth..music stuff..so we ended up goin home @ 12..

i didnt help ken 2 pack his stuff this time..jst cnt b botha..
then i asked him 2 put on bed sheet n duvet..lol...coz we washed it b4..in d mrng..
i just felt so tired n went 2 bed str8 away..

this mrng ken woke up @ 6ish..
he usually wakes up around 5 if he catches airbus..but then anna offerred us to drop him off at d airport..so we were w8in 4 anna 2 knock d apt @ 7..but she didnt turn up til 7.30..
we called but no answer..he almost decided 2 take airbus..then i called her again n she jst woke up..
she sed she wud b ready soon..
felt bad tho..coz i woke her up..
then when we got 2 d airport..i was so surprised..
d check in line was empty...
thrs no queue at all...
ken had 2 go 2 security check already coz there was riliiiii long queue...
after he went inside..
me,anna, n tawhai were lookin around..
n we decided 2 go bck..
and anna showed me a strawberry farm..
we decided 2 stop by n get sth from there..i was so amazed!!!
1 pack of strawberry only 4 $3..its heaps n huge!!!!!!
i wanted 2 get it alot but then im only gna eat it by myself..so dont think i can finish it..
we got yummy ice cream!!!!!
its fresh!!!
he just put vanilla ice cream and also frozen strawberries..n voilaaaa...ice cream!!!

btw..i myt hv sushi 4 2nite dinner..yummy!!!

2008-11-13T15:26:00.002+13:00

yesterday..
we supposed 2 meet up in akoranga campus 4 group meeting..but somehow janice tot we'r gna meet up in city campus..so des came 2 city..
we decided 2 study from 2-7..which we rili did!!!!!!!!!!!!
after dat..hide n ken came..coz we'r bout 2 have dinner 2geta n go 2 syndee's slumber party..

we ate in bbq king..so yum!!!
but i was annoyed..
a lady spoke in chinese wif me asked if i cud move abit so she cud pass..
at 1st..i ignored her coz i didnt even kno what d hell she was saying..
but then after dat..i looked back..
i sed 2 them..geez!!!cnt she speak english?!?!?

then after we finished exam..
we went 2 aut shuttle bus stop..w8d 4 a while..
then went 2 syndee's apt..

eventho it was still in noise banned..
but lotsa ppl were drinkin n having party..

once we were in syndee's apt..i grabbed a punch 4 me...
n cudnt rili eat food coz i was 2 full..
hahaha...
few minutes later..d campus security came T.T
syndee asked if its 2 loud..
then she said nah..but its not fair dat she went 2 tell other ppl but not syndee..
so we turned d music rili low..n talked rili low..
n sumhow syndee got an idea 2 go 2 karaoke again!!!
so we w8d 4 a while n d taxi came..

i ordered d deep fried chicken wing..and deep fried tofu..
n honey lemon tea...
its so yum!!!
n i totally 4gt d time..n when we decided 2 go back..it was bout 1ish..
but..its so fun!!!!lol..

2008-11-11T15:14:00.002+13:00

haha..i had fun yesterday..
well..we supposed 2 do our presentation thingy..but then susan had 2 do his assignment..
i ended up doing nothing...
not rili nothing tho..
but we did our online test..
1 online test..3 people were doing it..lol..
haha..and we had same result as well..

then des wanted 2 go for shopping..i accompanied her 2 do window shopping..its fun tho..
buuuuutttt..
she cudnt find any shoes dat she likes..
so we came back 2 uni..
and get our stuffs..

n i ended up going out wif des,syndee,n grace 4 dinner..
we went 2 au 2 find syndee n grace..
we were w8in in frnt of short loan in AU..
and des sed "its ken!!"
he was walkin down d stairs..
but i didnt call him coz i knew he was listening 2 music..
finally we met syndee n grace in front of general library..
ken called me heaps..coz i txted him dat i saw him..
he came 2 say hi 2 us..
n we talked 4 a while..
n he asked me 2 get him bbq chicken 4 his dinner..
then we went 2 korean resto..i had soup..
we talked alot in thr..
but not til l8 coz i had 2 give d fud 2 ken..
when i checked my fone.i got 2 txts from him askin where i was..
then i told him i was otw home..

then he came home..i wanted 2 watch dvd in my room..but he asked me 2 stay with him 4 dinner..but then i almost fell asleep..lol...
he went bck 2 uni..
i watched old school..but then i fell asleep..
i woke up coz ken came back from uni..
then i went 2 sleep again..

he woke up early in the morning and asked if he cud buy sum stuffs..
at 1st i didnt say anything coz it costs quite alot..
but sumhow i let him buy it..
but he's not 2 sure which 1 2 buy..

and i had group meeting again 2day..
n 2moro..
n gna hv party 2moro..

hualaaahh..
so many party 2 attend...
but its gna b fun!!!

2008-11-07T10:27:00.002+13:00

i went 2 uni l8 2day..was thinkin 2 go 2 lec wif des..but bit l8 tho..
buuuttt..
when i saw des..
we ended up goin 2 lib instead of lec coz we dont have 2 do anything anymore in d lec since we've got all of our results back..
i had exam yesterday..
umff..was alrite i ges..
considering dat i only studied 4 few hours..
d silly thing was we had 2 make 1000 words essay *handwritten*
i wanted 2 write about all lecture notes that i cud remember bout poverty but i cudnt b botha since my hand was tired already..
lucky i cud finish it..

after dat..i felt soooo relaxxxxx..
yeayy..
still gta do online test but it's not dat hard..i heard..
people sed its so easyy..its just basic knowledge n s long s i have uncroc document with me..i'll b fine..well.i still gta do my presentation..but since its group 1..so im not dat wori bout it..lol..

i went 2 northcote shops with jan n des..
shopping..
wanted 2 buy strawberries!!!its lyk $5 4 2 packs..
its so cheapp!!!
but i still gt strawberries at home..
its so yum 2 eat strawberries with condensed milk..

des n jan r gna cum 2 my apt 2moro..
they sed they'r gna crash my apt..lol..
so excited..

2008-11-04T16:10:00.002+13:00

well..
i told myself 2 go out early 2day n study in uni..
but i ended up goin out around 3..
its all bcoz i forced myself 2 go out..coz otherwise i wont go out at all..
i had unagi 4 lunch..
i was stayin in my room..reading sth...when i heard some1's back..
i went out n it was actually ken was bout 2 go 2 d room n he was so shocked!!
hahaha...
wanted 2 eat pie but somehow i decided 2 make miso soup with tofu..yea yea yea..i have 2 eat miso as well wheneva i have meal..its not bcoz ken always makes it..but bcoz i want it..i wana eat tofu but odnt rili kno how 2 cook it..so d perfect way 2 eat tofu is with miso..hahahaha...

when we were having lunch..ken suddenly asked "r u gna cook 2nite?!?!?!"
i was lyk.."umm..yeeaa.."
dont rili feel lyk wana cook but then i have 2..
he sed "coz i dont kno what 2 cook"
i said "i dont kno either!!!"
n he was lyk.."nyahahaha...2 late!!ive asked u 1st!!"
--"

then he decided 2 take nap..
i went inside n sed i was bout 2 go out.
i told him i mite cook pasta 2nite..
coz we've got mince and mushroom..just nd 2 get pasta sauce..
he asked me if i wanted 2 get his foodtown card..
n i told him nah..coz i dont think im gna go 2 foodtown just 2 get pasta sauce..2 lz n 2 far..

then somehow there's kinda stupid conversation
ken (k): do u wna get my foodtown card?
me (m): nah..i dont think im gna go 2 foodtown tho..
k: but bta take it with u..incase u need it..
m: umff..k..
k: *moving around looking 4 his pants* where are my pants?????????
m: *confused!* u'r using ur pants!!!
k: *looked at his legs..* true!!!i totally dont even realise it!i tot im usin my short pants..
m: --"
k: *took out his foodtown card* do u want cash?
m: nah..ive still got sum cash..shud b fine..

n after dat i was lyk --"
he was usin his pants!!but he didnt even realise it..

gosh..
i jst checked question 4 exam..
its so hard..
n i totally 4gt whr i put my UNCROC book T.T

2008-11-03T20:02:00.002+13:00

time went so slow yesterday..
i kept lookin at clock..wishing its gna finish soon..
but then when i almst finishd workin..
i made another phone call..

me (m): hi, can i talk 2 Mr. XXX pls?
lady on the phone (l): who m i talkin 2 pls??
m: im just calling on bhalf of XX party. we r just doin quick survey on the economy.
l: he doesnt live here anymore..he's in heaven..
m: *speechless*

i went 2 mt eden after dat..
i was kinda d guest yesterday..haha..they hvnt seen me 4 ages..
and i talked alot with sally n peter instead of their boys..
lol..

i told them what happened what i was workin..n they were lyk "far out!!!!"
d dinner was so yum!!!!!!
sally askd who cook at home..
i almst sed me..but ken was lyk..i cookd 4 her..
hahaha...i do cook..but not ths days..2 lz..lol..so jst point from d recipe book which 1 i want..n show it 2 ken..n he's gna make it 4 me..lol..
lol..
once every1 finished dina..
all d boys went downstairs..
left me n sally n peter..
so i ended up talkin alot about heaps of stuffs..

sally dropped us home..n she said jst give her yell if i need any help..
ken sed he's gna give me her number so i can txt her anytime..
lol..

btw..
i overheard my colleague talkin..
he was stayin in aut accomodation last year..he was alone 4 awhile..
sumhw 2 indian guys moved in..
they were talkin and sumhw they beat him..
and they went 2 police and accused him that he assulted them..
he sed he's bck 2 court next week 4 d thing dat he has nvr done..
there's no evidence 4 dat..dats y d case has been goin on 4 almst a year..
i feel sorry 4 him >.<

2008-11-02T15:35:00.002+13:00

im gna go 2 mt eden 2nite..
gna have dinner wif ken's ex homestay..
bt im gna finish workin @ 6 so just gna go there str8 away instead of ken waiting 4 me @ home.
lol..

i had steak n chips last nite..n extra potato salad 4 ken..
and we had strawberries with condensed milk 4 dessert..its so yum..
i always use condensed milk 4 fruits now..
people said its rili sweet but its so yumm..
i started to eat fruits wif condensed milk bcoz of ken's mom..
when i had dinner at his place..his mom provided dessert..strawberries with condensed milk..but she got d 1 in tube..i bought can condensed milk instead of tube coz i cudnt find a tube 1..

btw..
one time..ken n hide were talking bout japanese high school and how they sometimes hit students..
somehow they asked me what i was gna do if they hit my children..
i told them me gna b so pissed 4 sure!!!
but they said its alrite 4 them 2 hit children..
hide even said he's gna let his children's teacher hit them..

i told them me nt gna hit them..but ken was like..they wont learn if u dont hit them!!
i told him..u can teach them using ur mouth!!coz dats what ive been doin with my students..eventho sometimes i feel lyk wana smack them >.<
lol..

ah..tsukareta..

oh..it was halloween 2 days ago..
hide n ken were talkin bout it..
but sumhow they made me laugh..

hide: kyou wa hanabi..*there's fireworks 2day*
ken: doko de? *where?*
hide: everywhere!!!!!!!!

but actually he meant halloween..hahaha..n i cudnt stop laughin..

2008-11-01T11:53:00.002+13:00

1. Nama :

maria fransisca jessica..jessica slalu jadi family name mpe gw mesti jelasin ke org" kl gw g punya family name..eh..punya dink skarang..nyomot namanya ken..tp g slalu sih..cm kdg"..tapi jessica sampe skrg masih jadi family name gw..stiap ditanyain detail,gw mesti bilang 'i put jessica as my family name'..soalnya kl g, suka dtanyain berkali" soal family name.

2. Ngeblog :

dari kapan yah??umff..lupa..dulu ada tp mls ngurus gt >.<

3. Kesibukan :

uni..bikin assignments..blajar bwat exam..ntar kl libur..umff..nonton doank x..hahaha...g tau deh kl libur ngapain..oh..nitip ken macem" makanan n barang..huahahahaha...mikirin ntar malem makan apa..haha..

4. Penggemar dari:

kiddyland!!!pengen lagi ksana...barangnya lucu"..tp harganya g tahan T.T

5. Cita cita:

umff..pass

6. Selain ngeblog :

Di internet?check email.tp g pnh cek aut email mpe emailnya pd numpuk.hahaha..cek trademe..cek amazon..gitu" doank sih..abisnya bingung mo ngapain.

7. Kelakuan:

haha..g tentu..bs tiba" bt..tp ntar biasa lagi..tp plg sebel kl lg tidur trus dbangunin..rasanya sebel bgt..org lg enak" tidur koq dibangunin..

8. Other :

picky 4 fud..paling g suka ada yang ijo" dipiring padahal kan baguusss...makanya ken kl masak sayur..pilihnya yg warna warni jadinya ijonya g terlalu kliatan deh..trus blakangan ini kbiasaan pake kartu mulu T.T plg sebel kl pake kartu..tb" g brasa duitnya berkurang T.T

9. Keberuntungan :

alott...hahaha...

10. Masa depan blog :

And here comes the rules:
1. Each blogger must post these rules
2. Each blogger starts with ten random facts/habits about themselves
3. Bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their ten things and post these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.
4. Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’ve been tagged and to read your blog.

tag 2 whoeva wana do it.

2008-11-01T11:24:00.002+13:00

ken went 2 rihanna n chris brown concert.
he sed so many children wif parents in there..lol..
he was thinkin 2 buy ticket for me 4 tuesday..
but after he went there..
he sed i bta not go..
but i wanted 2 go..
i wana go 2 alicia keys as well.

btw..this week was so chaos..
assignments..
being lazy..
talking wif desiree..

btw..2days ago..
i came back home late from uni..
i tot i was gna hv dinna by myself..
but when i got back home..
i saw hide n ken in d kitchen talking..
i went 2 my room str8 away n was bout 2 go sleep..
but then ken came n said hide was cooking mussel 4 us..

i went out n was looking @ d mussel..
thinkin bout d taste.
but once i ate it..
i was lyk WOWW!!!
it tasted exactly same as d 1 in the occidental!!!

after dat i ate unagi..
hahah..
so yumm!!!!!

i pass 2 of my assignments..
huahaha..
but still get exam next week.
2 presentations..1 4 next week..and another 1 4 d following week.
and after dat..im freeee!!!!!!
i rili cnt w8..
i just need 2 study 4 my exam n start my presentation 4 d last week of uni..
coz d 1 4 nxt week is almost done..

election is cumin soon...
and it means my job will be ova soon..
T.T

2008-10-27T19:15:00.003+13:00

ken's going 2 rihanna n chris brown concert 2nite!!!!
i wana go..
but gta work..
he asked me if i wana go there 2moro but i decided not 2..
but i still wana go!!

btw..
i ate korean bbq 2day wif my friend.
we ended up eating alot.lol.

agh..
im working now.
some1 said 2 me.."can u please tell them 2 stop bugging people..stop calling people and bothering people when they'r having tea?!"
i was like "ok!"
he sounded rili nice at 1st but getting rude after dat.

i didnt rili kno wht 2 say.
ive been paid 2 call them..
n botha them..so its not rili my problem neway..lol..

btw..
1 of my friend is goin 2 rihanna n chris brown concert..
hahaha...

and i totally 4gt dat its public holiday 2day.
i txtd my friend in d morning bout korean bbq..
she said they mite charge 15% extra coz its public holiday.
but when we paid..
d price was still normal..
we were like..yeayyy..

but 2 sad..i gta work..
T.T

2008-10-26T13:03:00.002+13:00

it was desiree's bday party on friday..
her bday is actually on 5 nov but then she celebrated it on friday..
d theme was aloha..
she prepared everything 4 us..
its fun tho..
i went 2 syndee's apt str8 afta uni coz its started from 5 coz cudnt rili b botha 2 go bck 2 cty n cum bck 2 akoranga..
i just askd ken 2 cum lata..

he came around 6ish..
syndee is rili gud at cooking.
i ate everything..n cudnt stop eating after dat..
i liked d chicken alot..

they played limbo..
somehow some random ppl just came..
i met heaps of ppl in there..
lol..

it was bout 11ish when des decided to go 2 cty n karoke..
i wanted 2 go but ken jst wanted 2 go home.

it was awesome nite!!!

2008-10-24T11:22:00.000+13:00

desiree's 21 bday party 2nite!!!!!!!

2008-10-23T10:04:00.002+13:00

i met new friend yesterday..
lol..
its fun..but quite tiring i suppose..

i talked wif hide alot..
he was cooking miso soup wif tofu and mapo tofu..
goshh..
he made me feel like wana eat it s well..

but i ended up eating tanpopo..
haha..
went back home..
talked wif hide again..
then decided to sleep.

i woke up this morning..
didnt even wana wake up..
but then i had 2..
ken was out 1st..
then he came back and said that michael's friend's in here..

i went outside.
i saw him as well..
he was staying ova last nite..
michael introduced us.
i heard he has indonesian name
then they started 2 talk in indo..
haha..
then we started 2 talk in indo s well..

i wonda y the dishwasher didnt work..
me,ken,michael tried to turn it on but it didnt work at all..

i went out and had 2 come back again 2 get a book but somehow it worked..

agh..
i wana eat korean bbq..

2008-10-20T18:54:00.002+13:00

we had no meat yesterday.
so we went to foodtown and bought steaks, veggies, banana, chicken, meatball, etc.
when we got back home,hide came not so long after us.
ken was preparing to cook steak.
i was in my room.then ken came and said hide was gna cook steak as well.
then ken asked me if i wanted miso or not..i said yes.
i tot he's just gna boil water and add the paste..
but when i saw d stove,there was a pan with miso soup with carrot,onion,green vege *dont know d name*,raddish,n some other veges..
surprisingly..it turned out 2 be so yummy..

i watched gaki no tsukai.
its so funi but i fell asleep again.
i was laughing so hard tho when i watched it.

this morning..i didnt rili wana wake up but i had group meeting at 9.30
i woke up @ 8..took shower..tot ken woke up already but then when i finished shower around 8.30, he was still sleeping..
he looked so calm this morning.he was even still having breakfast at 8.55 while he supposed to have lecture at 9.
he said its not dat formal this week coz its last week of uni..

i went 2 akoranga.
i tot most of my people in my group gna turn up but only 5 turned up including me T.T
i went back to city straight after d meeting finished..

then went 2 manager's office coz i was locked out again..i left d key in my apt and ken still hadnt got his key n tag yet..
i buzzed manager's office..
i ended up staying in there for 1.5 hours..talking with them..lol..
when we were talking,there were 4 vietnamese people were looking for apartment.
they wanted to see 3 bedroom apt but they cudnt decided d time coz all of them had different uni schedule..
so i asked anna if she wanted me 2 show my apt..
then anna said pleaseee..and thx..
but i told them my apt's stil messy n boxes evrywhere.
they said they didnt mind.

so i went up 2 my apt with those girls.
they asked me bout power, hot water, rent etc..
then i went back 2 d manager's office with them..
ended up talking with them again..

hehehe...
they said they should've had big lounge so people can come and chat with them..*people like me* >.<

ken came back 2 have lunch..
he made toast..
n he made me feel like wana eat toast as well
so i made toasts wif chocolate sprinkle..
i left it for few minutes so d chocolate was melting.
when i ate it.
he felt like wanted to try ot s well so he made 1 for himself..
lol..

then i gta work..

*ive been working bout 4 hours now*
d 1st few minutes was kinda briefing bout politics..
2 b honest..
i was kinda sleepy..
im still sleepy now..

thinking what ken's gna cook 4 dinner..
lol..

but its like 7 minutes til i finish my shift 2nite..yeayy...

i wana watch gaki no tsukai again..
hehehe...

2008-10-19T16:16:00.002+13:00

im so pissed!!!!
ken gave my old apt tag 2 d old apt owner..
i didnt get it from her..
i got it from building manager and if i give it back 2 my building manager..
i can get $30..
im so pissed now!!!

2008-10-19T12:52:00.002+13:00

ohh..
last nite when i came home..it was totally chaos..*my old apt*
its almost empty..but still had lotsa stuff on the floor..
in pantry..n fridge..

when i went 2 new apt..its even worse..box every where..my room...even worseeee...
box n clothes on d bed..everything was on d bed..n boxes on d floor..i had 2 put everything away 2 put d sheet n cudnt rili put it properly coz its hard 2 move around..

n actually..i was just sitting down..watching them..but then i felt bad coz evry1 was doing sth..so i decided 2 hlp them and ken sed i didnt have 2 do anything..yeayyyy..

we had pizza n garlic bread 4 dina..its so yummy...
we ate it when d carpet in lvl 16 was washed by carpet cleaning company..
lol...

after helping 4 few minutes..i decided 2 go 2 my new apt n took shower n slpt...
then i watch gaki no tsukai..new 1..i got it from hide..but i fell asleep..
all i knew was..i opened my eyes abit..saw ken wif his pjz..he turnd off my pc n took my glasses..then i fell asleep again..nyahahaha...

im still working now..
thinking what 2 get 4 lunch..
umfff....
need 2 go 2 277 again...

2008-10-18T16:45:00.002+13:00

hide was online just b4..
he askd me whr i was..i sed @ work..
n i sed i was exhaustedddd...
n sumhow he sed..

"unchiii...
i carried bed n desk by myselllfffffff"

n i knew its ken..
hahaha..

he must be so tired moving everything by himself...
but i cnt do anything s i gta work from 10 2day...

>.<

hehehe..
*shall i say im lucky coz i gta work so i dont have 2 move stuffs?*

hihihihihi

2008-10-18T13:03:00.002+13:00

finally!!!!
free week!!!!
this week i was damn 2 stress..
4 assignments due this week..
lucky lucky i cud finish it..
ken was like..dont leave evrything 2 last minutes anymore!!!!!

i'd bn so grumpy 2 him jst bcoz of my assignments..
i also made him cook dina evrynite..lol....
finally..last nite i was so tired..ken watched heroes but then i went 2 slp str8 away..
n i gta work during weekend....
hhhhuuuuuuuuhhhhhhh..
eating cookie time now..
im not a big fan of biscuit..
but i was so hungry yesterday so me n des decided 2 get cookie..n i cnt stop eating it since then..

ah..we'r officially moving out 2day..
n ken is doing all moving stuff 4 me..
hahahaa...he's gna move all my stuffs s well...
so 2nite..i gta go bck 2 new apt..instead of d old 1...
hahaha...

gta go bck 2 work now T.T

2008-10-12T13:34:00.002+13:00

quick update..

im doing my assignments...
ah..ate okonomiyaki last nite..
ken n hide cooked it..they also cooked japanese curry...yumm...

then hide n michael went out...only me n ken...
we were thinkin 2 watch either heroes or little nicky on tv...
i chose little nicky..but i was 2 tired myb...so i fell asleep in living room..
hahahaha...

2008-10-08T18:51:00.002+13:00

agh..2 many things goin on in my mind now..
gna cook fried rice 2nite..

oh..
do u kno drinking game??
i rili dont like when people use kissing s punishment 4 drinking game..
sounds so lame..esp when peers know dat she likes this guy..so her friends ask them 2 kiss..
sounds so b*****
mostly..people are asked 2 do sth crazy..
umff...
i think d craziest thing i've eva done was....umff...drink a glass of wine mix wif left over carrot,soy sauce,tomato sauce, n all those yucky stuff..
but it was fun tho..
but 2 use kissing 4 drinking game..is a big no no 4 me..
it sounds so lame..

btw..
i just did 3 readings 2day..
n more readings 2 go..
huaaaaa..
i just wana get over this asap!!!!can i?!?!?!?!
i just want time goes faster...

im so sleepy...and hungry...after reading so many pages T.T

2008-10-07T17:18:00.002+13:00

im still doing my assignments..
i asked ken 2 get books from AU library..i gave him all call numbers..its bout 6 or sth..but he only brought 3 home..
then had steak again wif chips..n apple n orange 4 dessert but ken still had cornflakes after dat..while me..i was bloated..
didnt even think i cud eat more but i ate banana..hahaha..

gosh..4 assignments due @ once..its just insane!!!

agh..i dont rili wana think what 2 eat 2nite but i have 2..otherwise we wont eat T.T

y melon n mangoes r expensive??
its bout $4 each T.T

dont kno what 2 write..my mind is kinda stuck wif..
-curriculum 4 assignment..
-PLT assignment..
-PIP assignment..
-inclusive education assignment..
its all due @ once..

(T.T)

2008-10-05T15:52:00.003+13:00

finally i had congee last nite..
ken asked if i wanted 2 go 2 chinese restaurant 4 congee but i cudnt rili b botha 2 go out..so i decided 2 stay @ home..ken came back early 2 cook congee coz i knew if i cooked it,its gna b such a mess..but it didnt taste dat gud coz we'r missing some ingredients..such as soy sauce!!!!!hahah..but ken bought it 2day..n sesame oil so 2day,d congee was perfect 4 me
lol..but now im so bloated!!just imagine..i ate a bowl of congee wif flossy pork..then yogurt then banana..hahaha...
ive been watching heroes 4 every nite now..ken sed im kinda 2 years bhind every1..hahaha...
im still in uni now..downloading my stuff 4 assignments..

i was talking wif ken bout my citizenship etc few days ago..
he sed its gna b bit troublesome if we wana travel around coz japanese passport dont need visa 2 go 2 most countries but indonesian passport does..coz once i get my spouse visa..i need few years 2 get japanese citizenship..and if we have children..they'r gna have japanese passport..coz i wont give them indonesian passport and dual citizenship..most people ask me why i choose 2 lose my indonesian citizenship if i get japanese citizenship..d answer is quite simple..coz i cant have 2 citizenship and i dont see any reason 2 hold indonesian passport coz people have bad thought bout indo..rite??

huh..
its hard 2 b indonesian..

im thinking what 2 cook last nite..
n ken is so pissed wif evrything..
me2 actually...

oh..n we r moving out 2 3 bedroom apt..
gna live wif hide s well..
only 4 few months til ken goes back 2 japan..*i wana gooo 2!!!!*

envy!!siska is in japan now..
i ate nattou 2day..its actually 4 ken..hazuki brought it 4 him but i was hungry so i ate all of them..hehehehe....need 2 ask ken 2 bring me heaps from japan..

ah..i need 2 go soon..
need 2 go 2 warehouse stationary..coz they r closing soon i gess..

need 2 do lotsa reading 2nite T.T

i rili dont like assignments..

*hitori ja nai kara* =]

2008-10-04T15:18:00.002+13:00

i suppose 2 do my assignments but cnt concentrate @ all..

btw..i met ken's frens on thursday nite coz 1 of them was bout 2 go back 4 gud 2 japan..
well..
she came back 2 akl only 4 graduation then she's back 2 japan 4 gud..*envy*
i keept telling ken i wana go 2 japan soon..
hehehe...well..its just bout timing..coz sooner or later..we'r gna move 2 japan..
d 1st thing they sed when they saw us was..sugoiiiiii...
hahahah..
then we went 2 korean resto..
i had bulgogi..*even though i ate 3 pieces of chicken b4*
then when we finished..she sed 2 me.."i'll c u in japan"
hehe...
i sed..hopefully next year..
hehehe..

btw..i was in d library on thursday afternoon..then i met fendi accidentaly..
he told me he got heaps of KFC chicken from his frens n he asked me if i wanted 2 have some..of cuz i sed yeaaa...
then i got heaps of chicken..
i told ken dat i lost my chicken but then i got chicken..much more than what i expected..hehehehe...

i supposed 2 meet up wif ken @ 1.15 yesterday..but i was late..n he looked bit grumpy...hehehe...
then we didnt do anything much..
he went 2 uni n i stayed @ home..
watched shaggy dog..hehehe...
then cooked tortillas..
we ended up watching heroes b4 we went 2 bed..
hehehe..
but since ive watched it already..
so i went 2 sleep..*not really tho..i fell asleep actually..*
hehehe..
n 2day..hide came n they talked bout apt stuff..
dont kno..coz apt is ken's stuff..
hahaha...

agh..
assignments T.T

2008-10-02T16:31:00.002+13:00

quick update..

i was so pissed yesterday wif a guy who was sitting in front of me yesterday in lib..
i had phone call..
i didnt talk dat loud but his face was kinda annoyed..
but then he kept kickin my feet since he sat down in front of me and kept moving d table..
i was quite mad..
n d traffic was so bad yesterday..
lucky i didnt go 2 fudtown..
when ken got back home..he asked me 2 check what he bought etc..
well..
i tot he bought something 4 me..
but he didnt..
n i was like --"

oh myyyyy...
my inclusive education assignment is so complicated and hard..
even worse..it worth 60%
oh my goooooooddddd!!!
help me 2 do this assignment plss...n my other assignments s well...

umff..im thinkin what 2 eat 2nite??????
tortillas or pasta??
umff??
or steak???

2008-10-01T12:50:00.002+13:00

aghh..ges what???
i lost my chicken yesterday..
i went 2 buy sum meat..was bout 2 buy rice s well but i didnt think i cud carry all coz i cudnt even carry all yesterday..
hahah..
then i was thinkin 2 get chicken..
so i went 2 a shop that sell chicken wif bunch of plastic bags..
so i bought chicken..then when i got back home..i realised i only had 3 plastic bags..n i supposed 2 have 4!!!!i checked everything..aghhhh...my chicken!!!
my lunchhhhh!!!!
i txtd ken str8 away n told him dat i lost my lunch..
i tot he's gna b lyk...how cum u lost ur chicken??dats stupid je!!blablablabla..
coz 2 b honest..dats what im gna do...hahahah..
but he sed.."dats k..we can get another 1.."
hahaha..
but my chicken!!!!
n i didnt get rice..
cudnt imagine how 2 carry dat..
so @ nite..
we went 2 buy rice..
i asked ken 2 come wif me so i didnt have 2 carry dat..lol..*what a smart girl!!!!!*

huh..
others dont wana think what we need --"
i watched super natural again..hahaha..
n i watched season 2 today b4 ken went 2 uni..hahah..so he was like..."i wana watch it je!!!!"
hahaha...
well..im on break anyway..
but im getting concern bout my assignments..
shiiiittt....
havent done anything yet T.T

feel so lazy..hahaha...

2008-09-29T14:00:00.003+13:00

I was quite tired yesterday..
was out 4 a while..
ken was having picnic wif his friends..

i went back home anddd...slept...lol..
was watching supernatural but then i fell asleep..nyahahaha..
then i woke up around 5..
look around the room..
n started 2 think..goshhh..whats on earth happened 2 my room?!?!?!
i just realised how messy it was..
was thinkin 2 clean it up but did not know where 2 start..
coz its so messy..
hahaha..
then lucky ken came back home..then we started 2 clean it up 2gta..
otherwise i was gna b lyk --"
hahahaha

by d time we finished cleaning up d room..it was bout 7.30pm..
we were thinkin shud we cook something at home or go out 2 have dinner..
after thinking that we dont have rice left and if we cook,we'r gna have dinner arond 8.30-9..so we decided 2 go 2 tanpopo..
hahaha..
i love this place..
they have such a gud ramen..
btw..
i told ken i wanted 2 eat sushi...
n he was lyk.."gosh jes..u'r gna eat real japanese sushi soon!!!!"
then after dat..we had ice cream..
i had milo burger..
haha..its so yum..

and we missed d bus 2 go back..*thx 2 ken*
geezzzz...
who wana walk from downtown 2 symonds st in d middle of the night??
its like walking from north 2 south..umff..something like dat..
so i kept mumbling all d way home..
hahaha...

btw..i was quite surprised when ken told me dat his friend's bf envy us..just bcoz we r married..
he sed dat guy kept saying "ii na"
he kept saying dat we r lucky etc..
hahaha...
its d 1st time ppl sed dat 2 us..

hahaha..
umff..im thinkin what 2 eat 4 dinner 2nite..
huh..
we have no rice T.T
havent bought rice yet T.T

btw..thx 2 kezia 4 my bday present ^^

2008-09-28T13:27:00.002+13:00

i went 2 botany yesterday..
yeah..its quite far..but since we had nothing 2 do..so it was fine..
lol..
it took us 45 minutes 2 go there..
we were so hungry..so went 2 get fud straight away..
we bought chicken fillet noodle soup..its so yummm...
but then when i was w8in 4 d noodle..
i saw century egg n sliced pork congee..
i told ken i wanted 2 get dat..so we decided 2 buy dat and shared it..its so yummmm...
didnt kno dat ken doesnt rili like century egg..

we were just browsing around in there..
then we went home around 6..goshh..

i just realised dat i watched supernatural alot...
huh..its all bcoz of ken..
he watches it alot..but its fun tho..

btw..
im sleepy now..
buuutttt...
i have 2 clean up my room othawise sum1 gna complain alot coz its messy --"

2008-09-26T16:30:00.002+12:00

goshhh...
im on holiday now..
but i have 4 assignments due str8 after holiday..
huhuhuhuhu...

im so sleepy now..wonda y..i slept around 11 last nite but still..so sleepy..
n d lecture was so boring!!
i was drinkin v8 4 whole uni..

btw..
i saw a couple using same jacket...which is kinda yuckyy 4 me..*no offense 4 ppl who do dat*
dont ask me y..but i dont rili like it...it looks so teenager...well..i do have a pair of glass 4 me n ken..n dats bout it..
ok..i went through dat stage s well..
so naive..
but sometimes reality doesnt go s d way we want 2..
coz life is full of surprises n no1 knows their future...
people sed dat God makes their future..but actually they make their own future...

well..who's gna expect dat im married in such a young age ..
some people,esp in eastern culture,sed im 2 young.but hey..i dont wana give shit 2 dat..

well..2 b honest..
b4 i went out wif ken..
i was still naive..want everything 2 b my way..
but then he kpt telling me dat we make our own future..
what we do now..gna make our future..
n i start 2 b realistic bout everything...

btw..
why did i talk bout dat??
huh..nvm!
im so hungry...
gna ask ken 2 cook steak 4 me 2nite..
hahahahah..

n gna enjoy my holiday with all these assignments T.T

2008-09-25T17:23:00.002+12:00

happy birthday to me!!!

finally im 20 now..didnt do much 2day..
just had lunch wif frens..
ken came 2 join us..
n sumhow ken sed "yeaa mum!!"
i knew he actually meant ma'am but he always pronounced it as mum --"
n sumhow my frens started 2 call him daddy --"

btw..
i had 2 finish my presentation thingy last nite..
so i went 2 akoranga..
ken was bout 2 drop me off 2 d bus stop but when we were in d bus stop,he changed his mind and sed he's gna cum 2 akoranga wif me..
lol..
i was high of sugar last nite..
i got 2 akoranga...then teased desiree till i cried alot..
she has a twin fren..raphael n michael..n when we were waiting 4 d room 2 do group meeting..raphael went out from d pc lab..
so i asked desiree who that was..
des sed raphael..then he walked back 2 pc lab..
i yelled quite loud..raphael!!!
i tot he wudnt cum 2 us..
but few minutes later,he came 2 us n asked desiree who called him..
i rili cudnt stop laughing..
ken kept teasing desiree as well..
hahaha..
it was so funny..

susan came abit late..
but then she brought bad news..
1 of her friend just died..
i rili feel sorry 4 her coz she lost 2 of her friends this month.
she made a teddy bear 4 him..was bout 2 send it 2 hamilton but she will never have chance 2 give it 2 him coz he died b4 susan has chance 2 give it 2 him.

dats y we did our presentation without susan 2day..
lucky we cud cover each other..coz we kno what we've been doing etc..
i rili dont like presentation --"
but we had 2 do dat..even worse..our group was d last 1..
so we had 2 w8 4 ageeeeeesssssss....
n i was late..

this morning i told ken dat i started my lecture from 8.45..it was bout 8.45 when i told him..n he was like..."u bta b hurry!!dont be late!!!"
hahahaha..he just does not bout my lecture..
hahaha...

n sumhow im waiting 4 ken 2 finish his lecture coz he asked me 2 wait 4 him >.<

2008-09-22T21:14:00.002+12:00

gosh..didnt even think im gna b so busy 2day..
i cooked dinner during lunch time coz i had meeting in akoranga 4 my assignments from 6-10..
then i went there @ 6.20..
n when desiree checked autonline..our "beloved" lecture posted a notice dat we shud do this n dat which made things much more complicated..
agh..cant she just make it simple??

ges what?
we have 2 submit our bullet points summary *we'r gna submit d same stuff dat we'r gna put in d board coz its our summary s well*
1 of us has 2 submit it through turn it in..
each of us have 2 make metareflection or sth..which kinda reflection on working on d assignment as a group..
huhhhh!!!

and ges what..
during presentation..we'r not allowed 2 b late..
if we r late or if we wana go 2 toilet..we have 2 wait until d group who is doing presentation finish their presentation..

i wonda y my group has 2 b in her group 4 this presentation..
and even worse..d presentation is gna b on my bday T.T

its 9.30pm now n im still in uni..working my butt off 4 this assignment..
huh..

2008-09-21T14:21:00.005+12:00

i went 2 borders on friday night..
i spent like almost 4 hours in there..
well..its all bcoz i was in gloria jeans n reading books..
goshh..
i read heaps of mags..

when i got back home..susan txted me n sed dat jan mite not come on saturday..which meant..its only gna b me n susan..

oh..i watched the moment of truth..ken looked so pissed with dat program..n there was a qz dat she was asked.."have u ever received a present from a guy u were attracted 2 since u r wif ur bf??"
suddenly ken asked me what i was gna do i have 2 face dat kind of situation??accept it or reject it??
i was like..umffffffffffff...
n sumhow he sed.."im sure r gna accept it"
n i was like "whyyy??"
he sed.."coz u r typically who cant say no!!its gna bring problem 2 u later u kno"
n i was like..(-. -)

so on saturday..i woke up quite early..its all bcoz of spring --"
ken went out earlier than me coz he had 2 catch bus earlier than me..
then i went out around 11 and met susan..
we decided 2 go 2 sylvia park..
we were way 2 hungry..
n we ended up having breakfast..
she had mega breakfast with extra mushroom..*2 steaks..2 bacons..2 sausages..2 eggs..2 toasts..2 hash browns..2 pieces of tomato..*
i had working breakfast..*2 bacon..1 sausage..2 toasts..2 eggs..2 pieces of tomato*
its so yummy!!!!!!!
n i cud manage 2 finish it..
but she didnt..so she made it take away..
lol..
we were walking around..and sumhow we went 2 teddy factory..
ah..its so cute!!!

oh..we saw sweets shop..we ended up buying pucket powder..so u just 2 decide how long d tube u want..pay it..and fill it with powder..they have lotsa flavour..its so yummy..
then we went 2 another sweets shop called sweet..they make their own lollies..susan got a small lollipop and a huge lollipop..while me..didnt get anything coz i had 2 much sugar yesterday..

so we walked alot in sylvia park and went through every corner in there..
lol..
i went back home..and surprisingly..ken was there already..
so i cooked opor ayam..
it was 9 by d time we had dinner..n we were watching soul food..
i was thinkin 2 let ken do d dishes..
i was bout 2 take shower..
michael was back.then i heard ken was talking in japanese..
i went out again..saying.."OH NO!!!"
hide came...nooo...its not coz hide came..
he can come anytime u kno..
but it meant dat i had 2 do all d dishes..
n i was quite tired already..
n ken sed he's gna talk wif hide 4 a while..
which made me sure dat i had 2 wash all d dishes..coz i dont rili like leaving d dishes till ages..bta wash it str8 away..
so i washed d dishes and took showa and slept str8 away..

hahaha...
damn..
i rili dont like spring..
means d sun will come out early in d morning..
make me sleep less than during winter time..
T.T

ahh..
ken's phone is broken..
he might need a new 1..
T.T

2008-09-19T15:10:00.002+12:00

haha..i wake up around 8.30 2day..and made kiwi breakfast 4 myself..
then watched sum cartoons..while ken's takin showa..then afta dat..i went 2 take showa..

and i missed d bus!!!
but lucky i met heaps of my classm8s..
n even worse..i didnt kno which room shud i go 4 morning lec..she always changes it every week..
leaving us in confusion..

well..
its all bout choice dat we shud make 4 our 3rd year program..
i asked ken which 1 shud 1 choose..d mainstream 1..n i can do japanese as elective..orrr..montessori dat is..umff..of cuz..world wide known..and if i get degree in mainstream,i dont think i can work in montessori or steiner centre..but if i get degree in montessori,i can work in both mainstream and montessori..steiner is out of my list apparently..
but d thing with montessori papers..i cnt do japanese..
so ken told me beta do montessori coz im gna learn japanese sooner or later anyway..

so..montessori it is!!!!!
actually i've been planning 2 do montessori since 2nd year started..
nyahahaha...

then after morning lecture..i had another 1.5 hours lecture str8 away..
i was so bored n so many people wagged dat lecture..*no wonder..coz she has never taken the roll*

i was so boreeeedddd...
then jan had this long roll of red wrapping paper..
i used it 2 poke des who was sitting on janice's right hand side..while me..i was sitting on her left hand side..

coz it was such a quite lecture..
des wrote..
"y keep poking me??"
then i told her..
"coz we love u!!!!!"
and ges what she sed???
"bullshit!!!u just wana annoy me!!and it tickles!!!"

when me n jan read it..we were laughing alotttt...
but cudnt laugh out loud coz it was such a quite lecture..

after dat..we had lunch..i had noodle dat i cooked last nite..
hahah..
but still wanted 2 eat more.so me n des shared chips..
ah..we were talking bout plan 4 2moro..
we'r gna have girls day out..4 whole day..hahahaha..
i asked them what time they wanted 2 meet up..
but no1 answered me T.T *how sad!*
few minutes later..susan asked jan what time she's gna b free..
jan sed she's not gna work 2moro..
so we were planning 2 meet up @ 10 am..
but janice didnt rili want 2 coz saturday is d only her day off..
so susan sed 11 am!!
jan was like (T.T)
susan sed..
"dont make me go 2 ur place and drag u from ur bed!!!"
jan was lyk..
"i hope u do dat"
hahaha...

i was bit high i ges..
coz after lunch..i was being so active..
i cudnt even stop laughing..
susan asked ying-yin's name..
i told her dat her name's ying-yin..
but she pronounced it as ing-yin..
seriously..
i cudnt stop laughing..
but 2 bad..we had 2 do group meeting..n im not with them (T.T)

so here i am now..
w8in 4 ken 2 go 2 public library and get some movies 2 watch 2nite..

*i cant w8 4 2moro*

2008-09-18T08:25:00.002+12:00

i was so tired last nite after working my butt n brain 2 do assignment 4 almost whole day..
ken watched dark knight again last nite..while me..doing my assignment..

when d movie was finished,he came 2 aut then since it was bout 8.25pm..we decided 2 eat subway coz if i cooked,then we'r gna have dinner probably around 10..

ah..yesterday he checked new ipod touch..
he wanted 2 get it so bad..
he even kept asking me if he cud get it or not..
but i think he's gna get it next week..
he looked so happy bout ipod touch yesterday..

didnt watch any movie last nite..coz i came back home..cut some fruits..and shower..and slept str8 away..

the day is getting long..it was only 6 i ges..but its quite bright..n i dont like it!!!make me wake up much earlier..

n i think im not getting used 2 japanese culture yet..
coz japanese wash their hands and gargle when they get back home str8 away..but me..i prefer look 4 something 2 eat..
n they say ittekimasu when leaving home..n i suppose 2 say itterasshai but i prefer 2 say bye bye..
n they say tadaima when they get back home..but i suppose 2 say okaeri..but i didnt say anything..
etc..
hahahaha...
it takes time i gess..

agh..
and ken want me 2 learn japanese alot..
i will have elective paper 4 next year..*yess!!finally!!*
coz ive been doing core papers since semester 1..
so i told ken i mite do japanese 4 elective paper 4 next year..
he asked me what if it the timetable clash wif each other..
n i sed..then im gna go something else..
n he was lyk..bta do japanese..

he mix english wif japanese these days..
n sometimes use english in japanese accent which make me laugh alot..

ah..im so hungry even though i had breakfast this morning...

2008-09-17T10:09:00.003+12:00

ken had fever last nite *again*
but it wasnt as bad as b4..
well..at least he cud still being silly n laugh etc...*he walked like ojiichan*
coz b4..he cudnt do anything..
just layin on bed..
but i still cud ask him 2 make carbonara 4 me..
yummy!!!!!!!
well..he sed he cudnt eat alot but he ate alot actually..
then i cudnt eat nata de coco coz i was 2 full..

i was so surprised when ken came back home @ 5 coz actually he finished his uni yesterday @ 6..but he sed lab finished early..

yeah..call me chicken..
but since i watched supernatural..im so scared 2 go 2 toilet by myself..esp coz its bit dark now since 1 of light was off and we havent changed it yet..
so after i finished shower..i ran 2 my room..ken's gna b like..what d hell r u doing?!?!?!?!?
then i told him i was 2 scared coz in supernatural,they had this creepy looking guy dat took lifes away...but he sed its not scary at all..
--"
*yes mister!its not scary 4 u..but its scary 4 me!!*

oh..i went 2 fudtown in d afternoon since we dont have ketchups, bacon, milk and cream..
n i found pods twix 2 4 $6..coz usually 1 pods cost almost $4.50 so i bought it 4 ken..n i found ketchup 2 4 $6 s well!!!
hahaha...
i was quite surprised when i got on the bus..
the bus driver gave me a card 2 scratch 2 win ipod..i told ken but ken ruined it..so we cudnt see anything actually (T.T)

agh..
im quite sleepy..
but need 2 do my assignment..
its due 2moro..
i cudnt sleep last nite..
ken kept humming when he was sleeping and he took almost whole space on the bed --"

thinking shud i watch dark knight againn?!?!?!
hehehehe

2008-09-16T12:18:00.002+12:00

huh..
rasanya sebel bgtttttt...*gak bgt jg sihhhh*
kan waktu itu gw browsing di fb..trs ktm tmn gw n ken..qta b2 emank knl ma dia..scaraaa...dia itu pnh "deket" ma ken...n dia juga kdg" jln ma gw..trs yahh..kan gw add di fb..tp g dtanggepin..akhirnya gw kirim msg..br di accept...
trs 2 hari kmudian..di delete ma dia...hihhh...siall...
tuh org ngiri x yah..scara waktu awal gw jadian ma ken..dia kyk gak rela gt..
masa sms dr sg cm bwat nanya ken udh jadian ma gw yah..pdhal ken ma dia dah g pnah hubungan lg smenjak ken blk ke jpg..
trus ken lgs sms gw..katanya ni ce emank rese..dah gt dia pk blg ke ken kl dia bkl blk lg ke akl scepetnya...tp ternyata dia g bkl blk lg ksini..hahaha...

ken kliatannya emank sebel bgt sih ma dia..
ken sring blg ke gw..its a stupid thing 2 do bs mpe deket ma dia..

kan waktu acg lulus..ken,gw,dia blk ke negara msg"..
ken blk bwat ngabisin waktu ma kluarganya..kl g slh wkt itu bokapnya ada kanker juga deh...ia..skrg bokapnya ken kena kanker lg (T.T) moga" ajah bisa cepet sembuh
trs gw blk bwat nunggu intake slanjutnya..
trs dia blk bwat oprasi atau apa gituuu...

trus yg rese yahh..

dy blg ke tmn gw..yg tmnnya dia juga..

kalo ken itu msk uni thn 2007 soalnya ken nungguin dia..jd bisa ke uni bareng etc..
trus dah gt dia blg ken childish *emank ia sih..kdg" >.<*
pokoknya kyk rada" ngejelekin ken gituu..
hahaha...

trus gw crita lg ke ken tuh ce ngomong yg kagak" ttg dia..ken blg kl dia udh blg smuanya ke gw..jd jgn dengerin tuh ce ngmng apa..soalnya g ada yg bener..
dia mpe marah bgt ma tuh ce..
smua cursing mpe kluar..
hahahahaha...

trus dia delete fb gw dr listnya dia gr" dia ngiri x..
soalnya gw ma ken udah merit...
shock x yah...
hahahaha...

b.i.t.c.h
hahahaha

dark knight

2008-09-16T11:10:00.002+12:00

finally we watched dark knight last nite..
it was awesome!!!!!!
esp since we watched it in IMAX!!!
d screen was much much bigger than otha cinema..
they decreased d price from $15 p.p. 2 $8 p.p.
and as usuall..
after d movie..ken cudnt stop talking bout it..
he's even thinking 2 watch it again --"

btw..
i had nasi goreng 4 lunch yesterday...indo way..
its so yumm!!!!
n i realised i ate alot..
coz i wanted 2 get fruit salad but then my tummy was bloated..
so didnt get fruit salad @ all 4 movies..
well..
i ate 2 oranges..then nasi goreng..then i finished ken's coz he put 2 much 4 him..then i ate chips..

d movie finished @ 7.45..
then we went back home and i started 2 cook dinner..
i cooked rawon..hahah..
i dont care whether he likes it or not..i just wana eat dat!!!
it turned out 2 b quite yum tho.
i put beansprout s well..
then ken didnt kno how 2 eat dat..
i didnt wana use bowl so i just put it on my plate..
surprisingly...ken didnt eat dat much..
maybe coz we had late lunch s well..
he had lunch around 4..
n he sed its yummy..
hahaha..
i still got some 4 my lunch..
i tot ken's gna have it 4 his lunch but he changed his mind and gna bring buns dat i got instead of rawon --"
he sed he's gna eat it 4 dina..
but i wana cook spaghetti bolognese 2nite..sighhhh...

well..2 b honest..
i dont rili like a guy with muscles...
i prefer a bit chubby 1..
then ken came back home yesterday..showed me his six packs..and asked me 2 touched his arm..n its getting hard!!!!!
i sed ewwwww suddenly..then he was laughing alot...
then b4 we went 2 bed..
we watched shrek..he asked me if he could be like shrek..
i sed..yesss!!!!coz shrek has beer belly etc..
n ken sed no way str8 away...

ah..n he watched tupac's movie last nite..
n he stopped it when tupac sed everyone's past make their future..
dats what ken has been telling me..

btw..i wana move 2 japan soon!!!!!
they have d coolest electronic stuff..
and i wana get japanese phone!!!!!
hahaha...

2008-09-15T10:24:00.002+12:00

sum1 whom we kno..
sed..dat she had found her soulm8 already..
i told ken bout it..
ken was lyk..
"dont give shit 4 dat jess..i've found mine much faster u kno.."
n i told him dat i dont give a shit..
why shud i care bout others things??

btw..
dark knight bcum $8 2nite!!!
d price was $15 b4!!!!!!
im w8in 4 ken's reply whether we'r gna watch it or not..
gosh...
its cheappp..

puppy

2008-09-15T09:57:00.002+12:00

i wana have puppy..
i kept asking ken if we cud have a puppy..
but he sed puppy's gna cost alot..
n we have no space 2 have puppy at d moment T.T

isnt it saddd??

btw..
i saw bento on internet n talked bout it wif ken..
i told him already dat i wasnt gna make it..
he's d 1 who's gna make it..
but he was lyk..
noo!!i have 2 work u kno..
u'r gna make it jess!!
i was lyk --"

then i told him i cudnt make it..
he sed.."learn from my mom!!!"
T.T
he told me his mom used 2 make it when he was still in school..
lol...

rihanna n chris brown r cumin 2 akl!!!

2008-09-15T09:35:00.002+12:00

agh..
this morning when i walked 2 uni wif ken..
he sed d ticket 4 rihanna n chris brown gna b out 2day..
he asked me if i wanted 2 go or not..
i wanted 2 go...alot..
but so many things bcum my consideration..uni etc..coz im gna b quite bz by d time they'r gna have concert..
so i have 2 miss this gig T.T

btw..
i had steak wif no chips last nite T.T
how sad it was..
huh..
then i cooked fried rice since ken wanted 2 have lunch @ home..

i got sum clothes from my mom..
n ges whatttt?!?!?!?!
ken tried it n he sed it fitted him so he's gna use it s well..
i was lyk..eeewww..sooo gayyy...

we met d building manager this morning n asked 4 1 bedroom apartment 4 us next year..
coz its much beta if we live by ourselves next year..
btw..im stucked in uni..gta do my assignments..
its due on thurs..
gosh..
seriously..
im so lz 2 do assignments...

weekends

2008-09-14T13:18:00.002+12:00

ges what..
i was sitting 4 almost whole day on friday..
goshhh..
no wonda my ass was so sore..
me,susan,jan, n des were gossiping during d break..
lol..
its so fun..
we ate our fav fud..
hot chips..
lol..
we nd update from janice 4 sure..

n i had fish 4 dinner @ nite..
i had dinner wif a friend..
umf..
d fish was yummy..s usuall..im a big fan of fish..
when i went back home,no1 @ home..
when ken went back,he asked me bout dinner n i told him i had dina already..
he asked me where n what i ate..
i sed i had fried fish...in nol bu ne..
n he was quite surprised coz we just went there lyk few days ago..
then we didnt watch any movie coz i fell asleep str8 away..

on saturday..
i went 2 botany..
hahaha..
didnt do much...
oh..
i asked ken 2 wash my dishes in d morning..
n ges what he sed..
"I'll do whateva my wife asks me 2 do...sometimes"
i felt lyk..ughhhh!!!!sometimes?!?!?!
huh.....

btw..
i need 2 do my assignments but feel so lazy..
y oh y do we have 2 do assignments????

2008-09-12T16:45:00.002+12:00

im so tired!

people just want others 2 live in their own way without thinking whether they like it or not.

life is gna be much easier if people can give up their ego 4 a while.

why do people botha 2 talk bout other's life??

cant they just mind their own business??

random days.

2008-09-11T17:20:00.003+12:00

i had a big turn off yesterday...
lucky ken was there 4 me..
he even went 2 akoranga 2 stay wif me..
hehehehe...

i met susan n des...
gosh..
its so fuuunnn..
we supposed 2 do our assignments but s usuall..
we just talked alot bout other stuff..

ken wanted 2 check new ipod alot..
so i asked IT stuff 2 set up his wireless..then he used my id 2 log in..
n he was so excited when he saw d new ipods..
he was lyk...jess..can i buy dat??can i??

n me,des, n susan kept talkin bout sum stuff...

sumhow des had 2 leave..
so it was only me, susan, n ken..
me n susan were talking bout sum cool stuff *awww*

oh..i told ken dat i wana get pc alot..
hopefuli he's gna buy dat s my bday present *hoping*

susan had 2 go @ 4 so me n ken decided 2 go back 2 city..
i went 2 lib..
check email etc..
ken was studying bout road code etc..coz he sed he's gna take license test 2day..which he did *finally!!!*

then we had korean for dinner..
i had flat fish s usuall..hahaha..
i wanted 2 get soup but its kinda similar wif d 1 ken chose..
then we went back home..
was thinkin 2 watch 50cents' movie but i fell asleep..
hahaha...

oh..this morning i woke up late but sumhow managed 2 go out much earlier than usuall...
i brought yogurt wif cornflakes..n banana..n muffin bakes..and chips..*what a healthy lunch*
but i wanted 2 eat chips so i bought chips..

morning lecture was alrite i ges..
apart from fire drill..
me n susan were lyk...agh..so hungry!!!wana eat chips wif lotsa mayo!!!
lol..
n when d session finished, we rushed 2 cafe str8 away..lol..
after we had lunch..
susan had idea 2 go 2 takapuna and came back l8 4 afternoon lecture..
so we went 2 takapuna..but d shop dat she wanted 2 go was closed 4 a while..lunch break i ges..
and we ended up skipping afternoon lecture..
and finished window shopping @ 4..
lol..

im thinkin 2 eat noodle now..

btw..
thanks 4 my high school friend, Yessica, 4 d greetings ^^
i miss high school time >.<

tuesday

2008-09-09T13:56:00.002+12:00

agh..i slept again when i watched deep blue sea last nite so i finished it this morning..
i had steak last nite..
i totally regret dat i told ken 2 buy 1 meat 4 me coz it turned out 2 b quite small and ken took my chips s well --"

n ges what i had 4 breakfast..
cornflakes wif milk and i drank soy milk...
after dat..i told ken i was still hungry..so i made instant noodle..
hahaha...
but after dat i told him i was still hungry..
lol...

and ken bleached his hair this morning..
it made me cudnt do anything --"
he spent most of his time in d bathroom..
i told him not 2 make his hair brown or even blonde..
but 2 bad..
his hair's bit brown now..

when i saw it..
i was lyk..ewwwww!!!!!!!!
lol..

then his face looked lyk :(
lol..
then we went 2 have haircut..
well..its only ken..and his fren..
but i went there..
hehehe..

after dat we had lunch.
i made ken buy fruit salad..*yess..im addicted 2 fruit salad*
i had chicken feet and siomay..but ken was lyk ewwww...
and ken's fren sed its yummy..lol..

btw..
d stuff dat i bought few days ago shud b here 2day..
im still w8in 4 dat.lol..

wana eat tanpopo (>.<)

assignments..tea..

2008-09-08T15:35:00.003+12:00

im deaddd...
my assignmentss T.T
its so hard 2 find books bout cultural perspective of obesity and impact on children's learning..
SEE PEOPLE!!!
Early Childhood Education is not bout NANNY!!!!!where you learn 2 change nappy and feed babies etc..
im so annoyed if people think E.C.E is just bout being nanny etc..

btw..
i got my marriage certificate 2day...
yeaayyy...
then me n ken went 2 elliot stables..they have a frankfruter restaurant..and its damn cheaaapppp...its huge 4 only $6.75..lol..
then me n ken went 2 aaah!nourishing tea...
its my fav tea shop..
i had a coupon coz my bday is cumin soon..
so i cud get a free cup of tea and any cup cake..
but since i dont eat cupcake..
i asked them if i cud get 2 cups of tea instead..1 4 me n 1 4 ken..lol..
lucky we cud get it..
n ken bought 4 boxes of tea...
its not like normal tea..
its healing tea..
and its sooo yummmm ^^

then i went 2 library..
wif ken's stuff and my tea..trying 2 find more books 4 my assignments..
hahaha..

btw..i watched deep blue sea last nite..
i kno its such an old movie but we have habit 2 watch movie b4 we go 2 sleep..
but then after 5 scenes, i fell asleep..
nyahahaha...

gosh..assignments..

albany

2008-09-07T18:13:00.002+12:00

ah..d shoes dat ken bought me..it was 2 big 4 me coz he bought men size instead of women size so we went 2 warehouse 2 look around 4 shoes..then ken bought me other 2 pairs of shoes..so d shoes dat he bought b4..he's gna use it..and he got me new 1..lol..*ありがとね*

i was having bad morning yesterday...
then went 2 uni..was about 2 do assignments..but when i got there..my friends stood up and bout ready 2 go..so we ended up in albany mall..
lol..
i had noodle box 4 lunch..so i just had 2 choose what kind of noodle i want..wif veges..n 2 meats..thn add a sauce..
its not bad @ all..
then we went around..window shopping..we went 2 farmers..gosh..they were having sale..
i wanted 2 buy alot..lyk toaster..choco fondue..etc..but i knew i didnt really need it..
then we decided 2 go home..
but it took ages 2 go back T.T

i went back home..
ken came back not so long after me..
then we talked alot..
and sumhow he wanted 2 do music stuff..
but i wasnt allowed 2 sleep coz he knew i cudnt sleep if i sleep at dat time..
so i took dvd box and chose LOTR d 2 tower..
but after scene 5..i fell asleep..
but after few minutes..
i started 2 get rili annoyed coz ken was singing so loud wif his 'not-oh-so-gud' voice..
it was bout 9.30pm but he hadnt got dinner..
i wanted 2 sleep more but sumhow ken managed 2 drag me 2 cook rice 4 him (T.T)

we ended up watching d simpson movie b4 we went 2 bed..

agh..this morning i woke up 2 early..
watched haunted mansion..
agh.i rili wana go 2 disneyland again..
i told ken we r goin thr 4 sure once we move back 2 japan..
lol..

im in my sis house now..
hahaha..
playin n messing around..lol...

back 2 uni

2008-09-05T16:09:00.003+12:00

yea..
im back 2 uni after doing my 4 weeks practicum now.
it was so funi..
i didnt even kno what lecture i had yesterday..
i only knew dat i had criticial sth 4 morning lec..n 4 afternoon..
i tot i was gna hv inclusive education..but des,jan,n suz sed its curriculum IV!!
i was lyk..shit!!!what classroom i am in??
lucky we were having a guest speaker so we combined both tutorial..
but most of them didnt even kno..
lol..
we were talking bout having male teachers in early childhood sector because there are bout 13.000 female teachers but there are only 167 male teacher and its really gud if children can have experience having male teachers.

well..

blokes can do it as well..

i had chicken teriyaki 4 dina last nite..
ken cooked it..
he asked me 2 help him but i was 2 slpy..nyahahahahahaha...
so he woke me up just 4 dina..then i went back 2 sleep again..lol..

i started my lec 2day @ 9.30..so i could wake up bit l8..nyahahaha...
my PIP lec was quite ok i ges..
then PLT lec..was dead...i mean..it was way 2 boring..
me,jan,suz,n des were lyk --"
we were so slpy..
then we had lunch 4 only 30 minutes!!!!
i brought my chicken teriyaki and i bought miso soup..
and sumhow i felt lyk wana eat wedges so i bought wedges and ate it wif des..
hahaha..its so yuuummm..

and we r gna have presentation for our 2nd assignments 4 inclusive education..
n d lecturer *cnt even rememba her name* chose d group 4 us..
n lucky my group wasnt dat bad..lol..

oh..1 of my classm8 asked bout my name..coz i put jessica as family name..but then people call me jessica..which they think its rude 2 call people by their surn name..she asked me..whats ur family name???n i almost answered furushima coz i automatically take ken's last name as we r married now..but no1 know dat im married..so i was silent 4 a while..then sed..jessica..n she sed..but then people call u jessica..i told her i dont rili lyk people calling me maria..coz they put my name as maria jessica..n jessica as last name but still..i ask people 2 call me jessica instead of maria..lol..

me n des talked alot during lec..of course gossiping..lol..
then my lecturer sed we'r gna finish @ 3 instead of 4 2day..i was lyk..yeayyyyy!!!
she's d nicest lecturer eva..
i had her 4 my health and safety during 2nd semester..
suz was lyk (-.-)zZzZ
then after we finished lec..i handed in my assignments..

then sumhow ken asked 4 my shoes size..
n few minutes later..
he txted me he bought 2 pairs of shoes 4 me *what a nice hubby*

gosh..
i wana eat subway now..
i wonder y people dont have subway in indo..
its so yummm..
myb coz of d price..
cz im sure d price's gna be quite expensive..while in here..its still normal..
still within d range..

oh..chicken and bacon ranch >.<

wanted and shopping again

2008-09-03T18:05:00.003+12:00

i watched wanted last nite...
i wanted 2 watch hellboy 2 actually..
ken asked me what i wanted 2 watch but then he decided by himself --"
its so cool!!!
but ken was quite annoying after dat..
he kept talking bout d mv when we went 2 borders and otw home..
if i wasnt sick,i wud b happy 2 talk bout d mv..
bt my tummy was hurt..
so i was lyk..shut up!!!!!
hahaha...
i was quite mean tho..

when we got back home..i just went 2 bed str8 away..
ken asked me bout dinner...
i sed nah thx..
he asked if i wanted 2 get orange juice..
i told him nah 2..
i slept str8 away..
i heard ken asked me 2 take showa but i cudnt rili open my eyes..
so i slept again..
lol...
i heard he was taking showa..
we were thinkin 2 watch taken butttt...
when i woke up..
ken was sleeping..so i slept again..
lol..

agh..
he's such a book maniac..
he reads book even when he's brushing his teeth --"
if we are not in hurry..its totally fine 4 me..
but i rili dont like it if we are in hurry..

ah..
n 2day..
we went 2 newmarket..
we were shopping againn..
hahaha..
we went 2 living giving..
ken saw a knife..he wanted 2 get new 1..
so he bought 1..
i wanted 2 buy egg cutter..but i realised that we dont eat boiled egg often..
we've never eaten it tho..except 4 soto..
then we went 2 foot locker and ken bought gym clothes...

then we went 2 sum shops and bought more..
@ d end of d day..
we realised we bought quite alot of stuff..
btw..
i saw a remote in a shop..
no batteries required then i checked what kind of remote it was..
well..its 2 control ur kids 2 do something..
its written all u need is positive mind dat they will do what u ask them 2 do..
when we saw it..
we were laughing alot..lol..

i went 2 public lib 2day..
need 2 get some books 4 my assignments..
when i was lookin 4 some books..
there was a korean guy suddenly asked bout my shoes..
then he stared 2 ask my name..etc..
and he told me dat im cute >.< *awwww*
i told ken bout it..
he was lyk..
2 bad..im ya husband already..hahaha...
then he asked me again if d guy was still there..n i sed nah..i was in uni already..

btw..
d sink is broken now..
i put my teabag in the sink n sum1 used d sink 2 wash dishes and..
it went rite 2 d hole..
so d waste isnt working now T.T

shopping..

2008-09-02T14:53:00.002+12:00

finally..
i bought sum stuffs dat i wanted..
lol..
i went 2 buy sum groceries last nite..
andddd...i ended up buying lotsa stuff..lucky ken came wif me instead of goin 2 warehouse othawise i cudnt carry all of dat..
i wanted 2 buy more soy milk but they dont have it anymore..
they only had 1..
well..i told ya..
i dont like milk @ all butttt im a huge fan of soy milk...
nyahahaha..

btw..sumthink pissed me off 2day..
i went 2 pc room in uni..
ive booked a pc..
when its d time 4 me 2 use it..
no1 in thr..
but d pc was logged on and there was bag s well..
i was w8in but no1 cumin..
so i went 2 it staff and told them.
they sed they wud cum and log it out 4 me..
i'd told them no1 in thr still so 1 of d staff went 2 dat pc wif me 2 log it out but then...
a guy who was wif a girl bhind d pc dat i've booked sed he was using dat pc..he didnt even use dat pc @ all..
all he did was browsing trademe wif dat girl..
i was lyk --"

its way 2 annoying u kno..
huh..

btw..
i cooked soto last nite coz ken asked me 2..eventhough we just had soto last week --"
but dats aitt..

and im gna go 2 cinema 2nyt!!
yeayyyyy...
gna watch mv..
we havent been 2 cinema 4 ages..lol..

its cheap 2day..
d cheapest day..
but in indo..monday is d cheapest day..lol..

baka dayo~

2008-09-01T16:15:00.002+12:00

im not a big fan of music!!!
this mrng..
ken showed me his "bible"..
its books of sampling and resampling music..
he asked me..
"do u kno how precious r these books??"
n i sed..nah..
thn he started 2 say bakadayo..unko baka etc..
i was lyk --"

then we went out 2 get vitamins from my bro..
then off 2 JB..
then lunch..i had sushi and miso ramen..lol..yummyyyy..
then went 2 lib 2 get dvds..and sumhow i found a cool comic!
hahaha..
thennn..
im here in uni nw..
i kno...
people go 2 uni 2 study..
but i end up looking @ online store..
gna buy sum stuff..
hahahaha..
yeay!!!!!!

lazy sunday

2008-08-31T13:22:00.002+12:00

Hide is having tournament 2day..
wrestling tournament so ken n michael woke up really early 2 b his supporter..
lol..

btw btw..
ive never known how it feels 2 b a working housewife until...few weeks ago.
where i had 2 do my practicum..requiring me 2 work full time per day 4 4 weeks..
i got back home around 5..had rest 4 a while..
then cook dinner..
then had dinner..
then..washed all d dishes..

and after dat..all i cud do was sleeping..
lol..

and gosh..
some people told me dat i was veryyy lucky 2 have japanese husband coz it meant dat i cud live in japan..
marriage isnt bout dat i can live in japan or what-so-eva..
well..
2 b honest..
we didnt even think dat we'r gna get married this year..
we were thinkin bout 5 years lata...
me n ken didnt even think dat we'r gna b this serious in this relationship..
last year..
our relationship was just bout having fun..
hanging around..
but by d end of last year..
we started 2 take it serious..
but sumhow we broke up in the middle of this year..
which brought us 2 where we are now..
i regret dat we broke up..
but on d otha hand..
i feel happy dat we broke up coz it makes everything much better now..

oh..and i finished my 4 weeks practicum..
means..
have 2 go back 2 uni again..
and have lotsa assignments 2 do T.T

flo rida was in akl on thursday!!!!

2008-08-30T17:03:00.003+12:00

gosh..
i saw ad on TV bout flo rida..
then i told ken dat flo rida gna b in JB 2 sign his cd..
then he checked it in d morning..
he told me dat flo rida's gna b in JB @ 4 2 sign cds..
anddd...
d 1st 50 people who bought his cd could get free ticket 2 his showcase @ 7..
so ken went 2 JB early in the morning..
well..
i was doing my practicum..
i went 2 JB around 4..n there were so many people in there..
i checked death note but they didnt have d 1 dat i wanted..

i was quite grumpy coz ken cud go 2 his showcase.
envy!!!!!!!
actually he got ticket 4 2 but i chose not 2 go coz i knew its gna b rough and i had 2 work early in d nxt morning T.T
so ken went bck @ 10 n told me dat i made rili gud decision by not going there because its so rough..people kept pushing each other..

then it was my last day of practicum on friday..
we had almost 20 children..
i was lyk (@.@)
lol..
and they had disco nite from 4.30 2 6..
i was there 4 a while but then i decided 2 go..
sumhow i managed 2 talk wif most parents in there..
talked bout housewife thingy..
then i met a new friend..
she's malaysian..
she worked as a reliever in the centre and we talked b4 we went back home and we decided 2 go back 2geta..
thn after dat..
i went 2 uni and checked internet and sumhow i bumped 2 online shop..
agh..
i rili wanted 2 ask ken 2 give me his credit card so i can get whateva i want *hihihihi...*

btw..
i went 2 newmarket 2day..
ken wanted 2 get gym clothes..
but sumhow we met sum1 we kno..
we both know him from michael..
lol..
and i kept telling ken bout online shop and sumhow he asked me if i wana get his credit card..
*heheheheheh* =D

and my sis flew 2 thailand 2day..
her company sent her there 4 a week..
lol..
i told her not 2 4get 2 shop alot...

chips..

2008-08-27T16:53:00.003+12:00

i wana eat chips so badddd...

btw btw..

it was a fun day 2day in d centre..

they were so well behaved!!

i was so hapii..

n all i did in there was laughing wif all d kids..

but im getting bored wif "we r going on a bear hunt"

gosh..

I have been reading it for lyk agessss...

few times per day..4 everyday since i started my practicum..

n we made a bear's cave today..

and the staff let me did daily diary..

yeayyyy..

btw..

i was down last nite..

when i walked to the bus stop from my centre..

i felt my legs were aching..
felt lyk i cudnt walk for dat long..
but i decided 2 go 2 uni..
i wasnt home until 5.30..
ken started 2 txt me..lyk..whr r u??y rnt u home yet??y dont even feel well..y do u have 2 stay out late etc..
all i cud say was..
ok..i'll go home now
T.T

and i had a glass of fresh juice w8in 4 me @ home..lol..
i went 2 my room str8 away..
decided 2 continue watching anime..
but i cudnt rili move alot..
didnt have enuf energy 2 cook..
so i decided to have fried egg 4 dinner while ken cooked his own dinner..
i ate red bean bun..

btw..
im so hungry now..
but gta do my assignments..
aghhhh...

my body is aching!!!!

2008-08-26T16:41:00.002+12:00

i dont kno y..
when i was walkin 2 bus stop afta work..
my body was aching..
i txted ken..
he sed i mite catch cold..
oh nooo...

he wanted 2 cook 2nite..
but i dont feel lyk wana eat japanese fud..
so i bta cook 2nite..

and there was a cute boy name caleb..
he was dancing after afternoon tea..
goshhh..
he's soooooo cuteeeee!!!!!!!!

agh..
gta do my significant incident T.T

eye infection

2008-08-25T13:41:00.002+12:00

sad news people!!!
i have eye infection since last night..
geezz..
it was bout 12am..i woke up..my right eye was quite watering...lyk lotsa water cumin out from my right eye..
i woke ken up and told him bout my eye..he sed "dont scratch it!!!!"
its getting worse in d middle of d night..
and when i woke up..
it was bit swollen..
there's no way i cud go 2 my practicum like this..
so i went 2 c a doctor..
he gave me antibiotic drops 4 my eye..
then i called d centre sayin dat i cudnt work 2day coz of eye infection..
then..
ive got nth 2 do..
im so bored..
myb im just gna go back home and start 2 cook dinner (T.T)

weekend

2008-08-24T16:47:00.002+12:00

i went 2 have date wif ken on fri..*i didnt kno y he called it date*
i was so tired..
jst wanted 2 watch sum funi mvs..
so we went 2 jb...

whn we were in jb..thr's a japanese girl..
she got a phone call then this was what she sed..

"ima wa queen st no hi-fi..i am in hi-fi now"

she talked in both japanese and english..
n d shop name was actually JB hi-fi..n ppl call it JB..
me n ken were laugin alot but then ken was lyk defending her cz she's japanese..
bt it cudnt make me stop from laughing..
i was so tired til i cudnt walk anymr..

when we were w8in 4 d bus..we decided 2 have nandos 4 dina..
when we got back home, we watched jurassic park..lol...

there was japan festival in freemans bay on saturday..
i asked ken in d morning whether he wanted 2 cum wif me or not..
he sed he wanted 2..
but he had 2 go 2 gym 1st..
so...we went there after my sis picked us up..
it was quite same wif last year..
but d place was much smaller..
i went 2 food section..
ken got karage n takoyaki 4 me..
hahaha..its yum!!!
but then i stil wanted 2 eat more..
so i went upstairs and got potato croquette..chicken wings..and fried gyoza..
its yum!!!
then i went 2 buy groceries..

ah..ken watched supernatural afta midnite..
i wanted 2 watch as well..
but 2 b honest..i was freaked out..
i prefer 2 watch dat kind of drama in day time..not nite time..
so i just went 2 sleep...

and he watched it again this morning..
gosh..i was watching tv and he was using dvd portable player..
but d voice from d dvd portable player was much louder..
i felt lyk i was watching shortland st but listening 2 supernatural..

ahh..
gna buy groceries again..
and gna have dina in tanpopo *again..*

feel lyk wana eat fried rice in there instead of ramen...

whats wrng wif d kids 2dayyyyy??

2008-08-21T17:14:00.003+12:00

aghh..
i had bad mrng..
bt when i came 2 d centre..
its getting worse..
most children were screaming and crying over a toy...
thn i started 2 think..

whats wrong wif d kids 2dayyyyyy???

or was it jst a day where they were having bad day??*i mean all children*

yesterday

2008-08-20T16:53:00.002+12:00

i went 2 fudtwn yesterday..
i was thinkin 2 cook japanese curry bt we didnt have potato so ken was lyk..we hv 2 gt potato --"
so we decided 2 eat in tanpopo..
i was w8in 4 d free bus 4 lyk 20 mins bt it didnt even turn up so i decided 2 walk instead T.T
i met ken in warehouse..
he bought blanket n some dvds..

then we decided 2 go 2 tanpopo..
thrs a grl who was looking @ ken from head to toe
i was lyk --"
thn i ordered half size of fried rice and tonkotsu shoyu ramen..
yum!!!
ken sed if i was full..jst finish d rice..
cz he cud help me wif ramen cz he had fried rice..
bt i cud finish both of them thn i told him dat i was still bit hungry..
hahahaha...
ah..
we met ken's fren..
i dn think he knows me..
cz he askd me if i was his gf..
ken was lyk..nah..she's my wife..
n his fren was lyk (-o-)
i was sure he's surprised
ken told me he hasnt told his jpns frens dat he's married..

thn we went 2 fudtwn..
we didnt gt dat much as i bought alot already..
we only bought potatoes..n marshmallow..n milk 4 ken..*cz i only drink soy milk*..etc
bt nw i realise dat we 4gt 2 buy rice crackers!!!!!!
i wana gt seaweed rice crackers..n bbq rice crackers!!!!!!!!

btw..
d twins in my centre was here 2day..
b4 angus went 2 slp *d boy*..i asked him..

me (m): shall i get dummy 4 u, angus??

angus (a): yeahh!!!

m: does mummy allow me 2 get u dummy??

a: no!

m: but shall i get u dummy??

a: yess!!!dummy..dummy..dummy!!!!!!!!

hahaha..

thn he was lyk..

a: what is shasha doing?? *point @ charlotte..his twins*

m: she's trying 2 sleep..shall angus try 2 sleep 2??

a: yess!!

m: do u want apple angus??

a: yesss!!apple!!!

m: well..if u go 2 slp,then u cn get apple after u wake up..

a: apple!!

hahah..
he's such a lovely boy..

shrek

2008-08-19T16:55:00.003+12:00

goshh..
my at wnt cum 4 d whole week..
my evaluate lecturer is gna cum 2moro..

btw btw..
i made noodle wif mince pork lst nite..
its yuuummmmm...
n i prefer ken stay away frm kitchen..
cz he's gna b lyk..dn u think we bta put ginger??is it enuf??etc..
well..
he did it..until i reached d point whr i cudnt stand it anymr..
i was lyk...go n do sth else!!!!!!
lol..

i went 2 my practicum place 2day..
i 4gt 2 say..
i teach d daughter of d director of shrek!!!!!
whn i knew it..
i was lyk..goshh..i tot they lived in d states!!!!
i saw her dad's name..
Andrew Adamson..i searched in google..
goshh..
he's rili sylvie's dad!!!
i jst kno dat he's actually nz based director but he does his work mainly in Los Angeles..
no wonda sylvie was born in thr..

i didnt kno dat he's d director, and co-writer 4 shrek 2 n narnia..he bcm produce s well in prince caspian..
i saw him often..
once i saw him, i knew he's mr lyk art person..n i was rite..
he's actively involved in films..

its so sweet 2day..
when he came 2 pick sylvie up, sylvie wanted a hug from me..
and she was lyk..kiss!!!
thn she gave me kiss ^^

lol..
oh..during afternoon tea,
children gt crackers..
thr's a boy name caleb..he told me he wanted 2 get mr crackers..
i told him.."well..can u say to melanie..melanie,can i have more cracker please?"
n ges wht he sed..
"can i have more cracker please..melaliiiii....pleasssseeee..."
melanie gave him crackers and sed.."u'r jst 2 cute" >.<>,<

we always call him caleb waleb..
lol

bday.

2008-08-18T16:50:00.002+12:00

it was my bro-in-law bday yesterday...
ken didnt cum wif us cz he had 2 finish his report dat's due 2day @ 9am..
we went 2 sunshine resto in viaduct bt thn they used 2 much MSG..
umff..
nt gud >.<

they asked me hw it flt 2 b a wife..
i sed...nth change anyway..
its jst matter of status..
lol..

afta dat we went 2 st lukes..
jst hanging around in kmart bt then i bought heaps of lollies 4 me n chocolate 4 ken..
thn we went 2 lim 2 buy sum groceries..
i flt so comfy 2 buy groceries wif my sis cz she knows all recipes..
so i jst ask her wht i nd if i wana cook this n dat..
n i bought 10kg of rice..
lol..

well..
i bought alot of stuff..
bt it didnt cost me dat much ^^

i cooked nachos lst nite..
and made smoothies *apples,oranges,kiwi,strawberry yogurt*
yummmm...
ken went bck hm whn i was bout 2 make smoothies..
afta dat..we were hungry so we ate str8 away..
i tk showa..
thn i read a book..
theeeennnn..
i slpt str8 away..
it was bout 10..
ges i was 2 tired..
lol..

gosh..
i nd 2 go bck sn..
nd 2 ask d manager bout 1 bedrm apt.
s we r moving out sn..
i hp.

furushima

2008-08-15T13:48:00.002+12:00

ges wht i did in d last day of being single?!

tkin care of my husband 2 b..
he's sick a nite b4 we gt marry..
he gt bck home n went 2 bed str8 away..
didnt even gt dina..
i askd him 2 eat bt he sed he cudnt eat..
he wanted 2 eat apple instead..
so i cut apple..made it in small pieces..
he cudnt even gt up 2 eat apple..

i looked 4 thermometer..
he had fever..
it was 37.6 C
few hours lata..
it bcame 37.9 C
around 1 am..he bcame 38.1 C

gosh..
i was so panicked!!!
i didnt kno wht 2 do..
he tld me if it's gtin 39 C..i hv 2 tk him 2 hospital!!

but few hours lata..his body temperature's gting normal..
n ths mrng..it was 36.5 C..
pheewwww...
bt still..
he lkd lyk..still didnt fl well..
he cudnt eat breakfast..
he only gt bananas..

bt once we went out..
he lkd much bta..
thn we laughed alot in d registry office..

ah..
i've gt nth 2 do nw..
w8in 4 dina time..
gna hv my bro's bday dina 2nyt..

d registrant sed i tk ken's last name automatically..
hahahaha...

4th practicum n update

2008-08-10T18:30:00.002+12:00

gosh..
ive bn so lz ths days..
lol..

i started my practicum last week..
d place's awesome!!
i was surprised whn i went thr..i saw a guy staff..
ive nvr seen a guy staff in my any centre b4..
n i luv d children s well.
thr's a girl named zara..
she's rili attached 2 me..
she will cry if i leave her..
gosh..
d only thing i dn lyk bout being away 4 practicum is...i hv 2 get up in d mrng T.T

btw..
ken has bn talkin bout wars ths days..
lyk last nite..
he n michael watched a documentary bout war..
he askd me 2 join..
bt i prefer 2 stay in d room..watching other movies..
n afta dat..
he tlkd bout bombing..atomic bomb..
it was 9 aug..
so he sed nagasaki was bombed on dat day..ages ago..
he sed japan had lotsa bomb or sth..
i didnt rili pay attention as i wasnt interested in those kind of stuff..

n yeah..
we were bout 2 watch mammamia..
bt i fell aslp T.T
i wk up @ 8.30 n nd mv started @ 8.45

he txtd me alot n called me alot bt i was running out of battery n slpin s well..
n he tld me he gt a children's book from real groovy 4 me..
i didnt kno dat real groove sell children's book..

bt its funnnn..

*onaka hetta*

tired

2008-07-23T21:47:00.003+12:00

gosh..
im so tired..
physically..
n mentally..

lucky ken's gna b bck 2moro..
he's already on d plane nw.
heading 2 akl..
n he's gna arrive approx 11 am..
thn..im gna c him afta uni..

he wanted me 2 pick him up..
he sed it ages ago..
he sed i didnt hv uni by d tym he's bck..
bt he 4gt dat he's gna b hr d day afta he depart..
lol..

古嶋　顕一
＝D

man.

2008-07-18T22:45:00.000+12:00

agh..y men nvr put d toilet sit down afta they use toilet??

life is full of surprises

2008-07-16T13:45:00.002+12:00

so..
ths couple of wks..
me n ken hv bn thinkin..
n we end up makin decision 4 ourselves..

its major decision s i cn say..

cz frm nxt wk..
we r no longer two..
bt one..

frm nxt wk..
thrs no mr "up 2 u"..
thrs no mr makin decision by myself or himself..
we r gna mk decision 2gta..
cz its no longer bout me or him..
its bout us..

frm nxt wk..
we r gna b 2gta 4eva...

yes ppl..
im gtin married nxt wk..
well..
sum ppl sed im 2 young etc..
considering dat im nt 20 yet..*eventho im gna b 20 in sept*
bt hey..
who cares..
thr r sum ppl who hv bn goin out 4 6-8 years bt they end up wif divorce..
life is full of surprises..
n no1 kno whts d future's gna b..
i didnt even think dat im gna gt married in such a young age...

well..
we'r nt gna do fancy stuff..
only civil registration atm..
cz its in uni wk!!
i even nd 2 wag my aftanoon lectureeeee...
n we even gt uni on d nxt wk afta we gt married..
nyahahaha...
we'r jst gna hv family dinner 4 nw...

matakana

2008-07-12T22:52:00.002+12:00

I went 2 matakana 2day..
bt yeah..all i did in d car..was slpin..
my mom wanted 2 go 2 d market in thr..so we all went thr..
bt i had 2 gt up early --"

we didnt spend 2 lng in thr..
gosh..2 hours driving frm n bck 2 akl..bt we didnt even spend 1 hour in thr (ToT)
afta dat..
we went bck 2 akl..
had lunch in sushi train..
gosh..i luv dat place bt sumhw i lost my appetite (ToT)
i didnt eat much s i used 2 in thr..
afta dat we went 2 albany..
my dad gta gt vitamins 4 his fren..

n ges wht?!
we went bck 2 cty again..
cz he gta gt more vitamins dat he cudnt gt in albany..
thn we had dina in bbq king..

i didnt check my phone..

n whn i checkd it..
i gt miscalld frm ken..

thn we wnt bck home..
i charged my phone..
n whn i checkd it..
he calld me heaps..
thn he decided 2 txt me..
i kno txtin is quite expensive in jpn..dats y they use email..
so i decided 2 check email str8 away..

n im watching 絶対彼氏 nw..

wkend.

2008-07-09T23:05:00.002+12:00

I supposed 2 c my fren on sat bt she cudnt mk it..
n d weather was so bad...n its quite dangerous 4 me s well..
so i called my dad n askd him 2 gt sum tk away 4 me..
lol...

i didnt go anywhr on sun..
i jst wntd 2 stay @ home..
lol..
my family went 2 starbucks etc..
i jst watched golden era of daughter in law..

i went 2 cty on mon..
its my bro's 1st day in aut..
my parents n i were w8in in atrium...
gosh..ges wht i ate..
umff..chicken feet.bbq pork pao.prawn dumpling.tempura *d taiwanese snack*
n i had lemon tea..
goshh..
oh..n afta dat..i had snow ice..green tea flavor wif strawberry topping..goshh..its soooo yummmm!!!!

afta w8in 4 ages..
finally my bro came 2 atrium..
we askd him bout his 1st day..
thn we decided 2 go 2 imax..
w8in 4 my sis in thr..
afta she came..she sed dat her husband gta work til l8..
so we met him n he gave d car key 2 my lil bro..
my mom looked so scared cz my bro dsnt rili kno d road in akl yet..
she kpt telling us its gna b bta 2 tk bus..
lol..
we decided 2 go 2 fudtwn..
i gt twisties..n muffin sth..chocolate bar..
*yum!*
finally.we arrived at home safely..

on tue..
i went 2 newmarket ToT
i was hungry..so decided 2 eat in mcd..
bt i had O.J instead of fizzy..
n i realised sth..d sugar lvl in O.J in mcd is quite high..
bcz afta i drank O.J *d large 1*
i flt so tired n slpy..all i wana do was go bck hm n slp..
bt thn my parents wanted 2 go 2 esquires in downtown..
i had hot chocolate n chocolate n banana muffin..
*more sugars*

by d tym i gt bck hm..i was so slpy..
i tld ken dat i was tired..
both mentally n physically..
he sed he's gtin tired 2 cz we r in though situation..
i kpt telling him dat i was sooo tired..
he flt bad cz he cudnt b hr..ryt bside me..

n actually..2day..i jst wanted 2 stay at home..
still flin tired..
bt seems impossible..
cz my mom askd me 2 go 2 highbury..
so i tk showa..
afta they'r ready..we went 2 bus stp n w8d 4 d bus 2 highbury..
we went 2 dutch delight..
my fav place..
we had..patat met *fries wif dutch mayo*..n poffertjes 4 dessert
my dad had dutch kroket..n bacon pancake wif onion n mushroom..
my mom n i had bacon pancake wif banana..
afta dat we went 2 warehouse..n bought some groceries..

so at d end of d day..
i fl tired again..
n im w8in 4 ken 2 reply my email ToT

umff

2008-06-24T16:50:00.002+12:00

umff..
i was so blue ths mrng..lucky ken was thr 2 comfort me..
i told him dat i h8 ppl fl sori 4 us..
i mean if ppl kno whts goin on btwn me n ken..
they myt fl sori 4 us n i h8 it..
cz 4 me..its such an exciting things..
cz its nt gna happen 2 every1..

1 of my fren does..
bt i dn give a shit 4 dat..cz i kno mst of my frens r excited n they've bn planning alot 4 dat..suz already sed we'r gna go shopping T.T
ah..i hv 2 save up money bt they wana go shopping so bad..
well..they were suprised 4 dat but afta dat..they gt so excited..
they even told me dat they'r always thr if i nd sum1 2 tlk 2..
well..
im always thr s well 4 thm..

but im sure mst of his frens gna fl sori..
which i dn rili lyk..
cz its nt sth dat u hv 2 fl sori 4..
huh..
i was quite annoyed if i remember dat my fren flt sori 4 us..

btw..i *finally* drink hot tea wif sugar n 4 spring rolls..cz i dn usually drink hot tea or hot drinks at all..
i jst wntd 2 eat 2 but its yum so i fried 2 mr..
lol...
thn afta dat i went 2 my councellor 2 gt letter frm her..
thn im hr in uni nw..
thinkin 2 ck carbonara 2day..
n opor ayam..
lol

nd 2 tlk wif ken sn..
huh --"

^^

2008-06-23T11:12:00.003+12:00

im so lucky 2 hv ken by myside..
he always mks sure dat im ait..
he's always ready 2 ck whneva i fl hungry..
he massages me s well if i fl rili tired..
lol..
yesterday..i wantd 2 eat wendys so bad..i askd ken 2 mk it take away..
at first,he didnt want 2..
bt whn he lkd at me n i lkd so tired..so he finally agreed 2 mk it tk away.lol.thx..

btw..
i went 2 doulos on saturday wif suz,des,jan,brenda.
its d biggest ship.
n old s well..
it was made 2 years afta titanic was made.
they had book shop in thr..its flotaing book shop..
afta we finished lkin 4 bks..
suz had 2 go n d rest of us were havin dinner in tanpopo.
i had fried rice n tonkotsu shoyu ramen.lol..

afta dat i met ken accidentally..i was otw 2 mcd n he was otw 2 whitcoulls 2 mt me..lol..
so we went 2 mcd n i had chips n chocolate pudding..
michael came n we went 2 dom's place.

rodri was hvin bday party..
we met those argentinian girl *rodri's frens* on d bus..
n they were playin *we r so smart*
i told them we had 2 gt off in hr..
but they were lyk..no!!!
i sed 2 ken..whteva!!
so me,michael,ken gt off d bus..they followed us..
we gt 2 dom's home..
bt i found out its so boring..
i was yawnin alot..
ken kpt givin me water cz i cnt drink alcohol.

even worse..afta few hours,michael was drunk.
he cudnt even shut his mouth..
he talked alot..
i was lyk --"
lol..

bt it was alrite i ges..
well..
im in uni nw..
w8in 4 lecturers..
ive bn cumin 2 their office 4 couple of times but they've nvr bn in their office T.T
n its rainin nw T.T

akoranga

2008-06-19T16:12:00.006+12:00

lol..
i went 2 akoranga yesterday.nd 2 study..
but we ended up talkin alot
thn i realised i bta study alone.
haha...
ive bn lkin 4 sum stuffs..
realisin its gna b so expensive..
so i nd 2 save up money alotttttt...

we went 2 au 2 gt his documen dn 2 apply 2 aut

thn we went 2 aut..

but thn ges wht?

his photo was in my pencil case so we had 2 go bck 2 his apt..

then gt my pencil case..

we decided 2 gt lunch..

btw..i gt oxtail soup n corn fritters 2day ^^
yum!!
ken had chicken rice..
but im still hungry T.T

im so excited..
btw..i gt curriculum exam n plt exam 2moro T.T
wish me luck fellas..

expired food.

2008-06-17T14:45:00.004+12:00

i went 2 fudtwn..
ken wntd 2 gt sum fud..
he wntd 2 gt nenna's waffle.
so he gt it bt whn he checked d 'best before' date..
its april 08..*which was expired*
thn he looked 4 anotha 1..
checkd d best b4 date..
even worse..its nov 07..

thn whn we wantd 2 pay.
ken didnt wana go 2 chinese cashier.
bt thn they called us *thr were a chinese grl n boy*
i told thm str8 away..

me (m): u gt expired fud!!!!

cashier ppl (c): *silent..didnt even respond*

m: *lkd annoyed*

c: wht did u say b4?

m: u gt expired fud!!!!!!!

c: *didnt say anything*

ken (k): u kno!!!!!!!d fud is expired!!!!!!!check best b4 man!!!!*he was quite mad*

c: nah..its impossible.we dn sell expired fud!!

m: im gna get it thn.

fw mins l8r..

m: r u sure its nt expired?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

c: *looked bst b4 date* hahahahahaha....thn he left..

me n ken were so annoyed cz of him!!!!

huh..we were complainin alot...
bt i was so hpi yesterday..
so cudnt b botha 2 care bout dat shit ^^

desiree

2008-06-14T17:24:00.005+12:00

ive bn so tired n slpy ths days.
lst nyt my fren came.bt i fell aslp.
flt so bad.

btw.on fri.in PIP lecture,sue *d lecturer* asked us 2 sing maori song.
she sed she's gna sing it 1st.
afta she sang d 1st line.des sang it quite loud.i cudnt stop laughin cz no1 sang except her n sue.lol..

jan was high s usuall.
she bought V.
it's written its not 4 little kids.i told jan its not 4 her.
then she holded V lyk her baby.
me n des was lyk =.=;;;;;

n des jst txtd me sed jan's high again nw.she kpt wavin 2 evry1 she met.
lol.
i wana join thm bt thr's no bus 2 go thr on wkend (T.T)

party ^^

2008-06-08T14:28:00.002+12:00

i met my fren 2 hv dina.
we went 2 korean resto.was quite full tho.dats y i gt cold noodle cz i tot its nt gna b dat heaps.
but it turned out 2 b alottttt (T.T)
cudnt even finish it T.T

afta dat i went 2 dom's place.i was lost --"
lol.lucky i found d st.
i went thr.they were watching rugby.
it was a kiwi party so i was d only asian in there.
but it was fun..
they dressd up lyk sth related 2 nz.
lyk a guy wif rope =>edmund hillary
a girl wif kiwi costume =>kiwi fruit
a guy with white dress n blue => aoteroa

lol.
i was so full.dats y i didnt eat dat much.
kezia was cumin.
whn we were bout 2 pick nadine n katarina up.kezia actually was outside.
she was such a cool girl.
i tlkd alot wif her.

we went 2 dom's room and drank in thr.
ppl who were dwnstairs jst bout 2 start karaoke so we went dwnstairs.
i was jst sitting dwn n tlkd wif kezia.
we tlkd lotsa things..lyk boys..uni..frens..etc..

n sumhw.amy.*d girl wif kiwifruit costume* askd whr dom was.i pointed @ dom.
she told dom "ur frens shudnt b drinkin"
dom pointed @ me n kezia. "she's 19 and she's 18"
she was lyk.."dats alrite then"
but dom didnt even mention katarina,rodri,n nadine who were still underage.
lol.

they set bonfire outside.
me n kezia went outside but we decided 2 go inside again.
gosh.
i jst knew this grl lst nyt bt flt lyk i've known her 4 ages.
they did karaoke.
i was 2 tired.

it was bout 2ish.
i decided 2 go bck home.
kezia was lyk..dn leave jess!!!!i love u!!!
oh girl.i love u 2 but i was 2 tired..

so we decided we'r gna hang out again afta exam ^^
it was so fun
n nw im bck 2 reality

1 presentation n 1 essay due *3000words* on thursday (T.T)

ken's bday

2008-06-07T14:45:00.003+12:00

i bought cake 4 him on 3 june..
i tot he went 2 uni already so i went 2 apt but he was still at home.
he saw d cake n sed thx.
n i sed d cake was 4 me.
n he was lyk..obviously not!!!

lol.
on 4 june.i sed hpi bday at 1am.
lol.
he went 2 uni.
had bday lunch wif his fren.
i went 2 uni s well.
2 check sth.
thn i wanted 2 c ken 2 talk bout sth but he was still hvin lunch.
so i went 2 d shore.
went 2 my creche.bt my AT wasnt thr.

me n michael cooked dina 4 ken.
hide,hazuki,sawa came jst afta we finished dina.
n s usuall.they all talked in jpns n me n michael were lyk --"

ken gt 3 cakes 4 his bday.n nw we dn even kno hw 2 finish it.

n lst nite.i made bday party 4 ken.bt he ruined it himself.
he didnt kno who's cumin.only me who's cumin.
thn i told him.jst cancel it.
so i txted all of his frens sayin ken wantd 2 cancel d party.so yeah.
n when i was reading nodame in borders, ken txtd me 2 cum 2 imax @ 7.
i was lyk --"

i met meru in borders.we sumhw ended up talking.
we went out n ken was thr.i tot he didnt c me cz he passd me.
n nobody's thr.
shuhei's hadnt cum yet.
dom,rodri,n yohannes werent thr as wel.
me,ken,meru went 2 jb.
shuhei *hama'chan* came 2 jb
then we went 2 nol bu ne.
hide,hazuki n michael were cumin bit l8.
afta dat we went 2 initial.they played pool but me.s usuall.sitting n day dreamin.
lol.

my frens were bout 2 cum 2 initials so i went 2 look 4 them but they were gone.they sed they'r in townhall.whn i was looking 4 them.i heard sum1 sed 'paooo'
lol..its bon n his frens.
ken txtd me whr i was n i sed outside n he askd me y..

few mins lata.
yohannes txtd me.askd me whr i was.n i sed initials.
so we decided 2 mt in frnt of imax.

i was w8in 4 thm n i heard sum1 sed 'dom!!'
i turned rite n they were thr.

we hugd each otha thn dom started to babble.
lol.
he was quite drunk.

we went 2 initials.
i didnt kno wht happen wif ken.i was rite in frnt of him but he didnt smile etc.he lkd lyk he didnt c me.
then we were w8in 4 them 2 finish pool.
we went 2 apt.

they were drinkin.
i wanted 2 drink as well.
>.<

umf.
2day.ken's gna hv bday party again wif his frens
n im gna go out with my fren 2 hv dina.then go 2 dom's place cz they'r hving party.

i kno.i shud have dn my essays.
bt jst imagine i did 3 essays within 2 days.
im tired.
i nd a day off.

random

2008-05-26T16:57:00.003+12:00

i went 2 uni 2day..
askd 4 extension..
seems i brk my hand T.T

i went 2 c d nurse 2day..she pressed dwn all d bruises..
i was screamin alot..

umff...
i had great time on wkend..
went 2 dom's place n played uno n drank =]

my fren sed 2 me dat i shud've learned manner b4 i hang out wif her..
shit..
its nt bout manner..
its bout me hvin hard time in my life.n i cnt cope wif everything.
she dsnt kno wht i've bn through...
she knows nth bout me!!!
she bta kp her mouth shut...

im damn annoyed!!!!!!!!!

uni

2008-05-22T17:16:00.004+12:00

I wk up @ 7 2day..
buttt...was so slpy..bt nd 2 go 2 uni..
i was in rush..
i 4gt 2 bring my lunch (T.T)
i went 2 bus stop n mt janice in thr..
we talked alot on d bus..
well..
dats y..i always gt sum1 2 talk 2 whn i was otw 2 uni ^^

1st lec was sooo boring..
i kpt sayin i was so slpy..
finally afta w8in 4 1 hour 10 mins..i gt my 20 mins break..
i played ds n read death note..

thn lunch time!!
i bought 6 sushi n 2 onigiri..
gosh..i wonda y i ate alot..

afternoon lecture..
its so fun..
its bout visual ability..
wht u fl bout wht u c etc..

n gt break 4 1 hour..
wonda y..but we finishd lec early but we still gt tutorial @ 3..
me,des,jan, n suzanne went 2 cafe..

afta we finishd tutorial,we went 2 lib..
i was so high..*bein so active*
i kpt doin stupid things..

then jan's dad dropped me off 2 home..*thx*

well..
im listenin 2 superwoman nw ^^

weekend

2008-05-19T23:20:00.004+12:00

i went 2 uni on thurs.. gosh..its such a pain 2 sit 4 6 hours a day only 4 lecture.. i had assignment due bt managed 2 finish it on wed @ 1am.. but then i talked wif my fren..i ended up talkin til 3..thn i went 2 slp then wk up @ 7 on thur >.<

on fri i didnt kno which lecture rm i was in 4 mrng lect me n jan were lyk..whr is d lect rm????
it was soooo boring..
i had lyk...umff...6 sushi n 3 onigiri 4 lunch..
thn went 2 2 aftanoon lectures..
went 2 cty..
thn cooked fried rice..

btw
Desiree fell downn!!!!!
i cudnt stop laughin..
d chair in dat lecture rm...was..umff..well..u hv 2 put dwn d chair n once u stand up,d chair's gna b bck 2 normal..so once u wana sit,u hv 2 put it dwn again..
des stood up..she wanted bck 2 sit but she 4gt 2 put dwn d seat..
so she fell dwn...
i cudnt stop laughing during d lecture..
lol..
thn i went 2 cty..
wanted 2 watch iron man..*ken kps sayin iron guy*
but we gt thr bit l8..
cudnt b botha 2 gt comfy seat...
sooo..we decided 2 watch untraceable..
i was totally fine during d trailer
bt whn d movie had bn started 4 5 mins..i fell aslp..i wk up in d middle of d mv...
but its 2 bloody 4 me so ken covered my eyes wif his hand..n sumhw i fell aslp again thn wk up whn d mv was finished...

i went bck home..almost fell aslp on d bus..
hahaha...
i slpt str8 afta i gt bck hm..
ken kpt txtin me askin whr i was..

thn i went 2 cty on sat..
quite early..cz me wanted 2 spend whole day wif him..
we didnt do much..
only watchin dvd n talkin..
i wanted 2 go 2 fud alley..
bt thn they'r closed..
i went 2 izakaya daikoku instead..had cassis orange, takoyaki n karage..
*ken drank my cassis --"*
went bck home..

i went 2 cty again on sun..
but its bit l8..i went out bout 5ish
thn decided 2 go 2 fudtwn n was gna cook prawn wif butter *yum!*
afta we're dn wif shoppin..me n michael decided 2 walk bck 2 his apt *which's sooo far*
but we saw michael's car otw bck 2 apt..
ken n hide n hazuki n sawa went 2 hamilton cz hide had wrestling competition..
whn i saw d car..
i was soo pissed off...
cz i told ken 2 txt me once he gt in2 hamilton n when he's bck in akl..
he didnt txt me whn he gt in2 hamilton..he sed he 4gt bout it..
n he didnt even txt me s well whn he's bck in akl..

huh...
im craving 4 sushi since saturday..
all i wana eat is sushi >.<