umf..
i was bein so stupid this mrng.
umff...
feel lyk wana write alot..
but dont rili kno what 2 write...
ah...
ken went 2 my creche yesterday...we did sum music stuff..i did dancing *part of my essay*
he got lost..n i cudnt talk wif him much..
he went back home coz my evaluate lecturer was there.
i knew he was mad..
i felt so bad..
so once i finished.i txtd him..i txtd him heaps..but no reply..
i called him but no answer..
i jst felt so bad..
i wanted 2 sort it out dat day s well..
*well..im a person who cnt bring problem 2 sleep..so better 2 sort it out b4 i slp*
so i decided 2 go 2 cty..
i had a strong feelin dat he was @ home..
i went 2 his apt..
n yeah..he was there..
he sed..i didnt even knock d door *his door*
helloooooo?!?!?!?!since when i started 2 knock ur door?!
i've nvr done dat n u were totally fine wif it!cz i go thr often..
but then y did u complaint?
wasnt it 2 l8?
u shud've complained since we started 2 go out --"
n we only met 4 5 or 15 minutes..didnt even rili talk...
i was damn annoyed..
i meant...i came 2 cty jst bcoz of him...
but then it turned out 2 b lyk dat...
he wanted 2 go 2 uni..
so i went 2 aut..did my assignments..
went 2 au library..
then decided to go home..
whn i was on d bus..
he txted me..asked whr i was..n i asked him y..thn he sed he was thinkin 2 go 2 au library..
n i was lyk..2 l8..im on d bus nw..
haha..
he's so bz...
he dsnt even have tym 4 me..
he dsnt txt much either..
n 2day..i told him..i flt lyk i didnt have any bf atm...hope afta fw wks..i'll gt my bf bck...
n we talked bout txt..
me c txt as a way 2 communicate...
while he dsnt c txt as a way 2 communicate..
n we always hv a small argument bout it *ppl who kno me n ken..will kno..d argument we have..usually full of laughin..full of teasin etc*
but then u kno him..i always lose when i argue wif him..
jst think..lyk u hv a partner but then u guys dn txt often..
4 example...only once per day...
how cn u call it "goin out"
cz 4 me..its only lyk frens..
even my frens txt me alot..not only once or twice once we start txtin..
but ken dsnt think lyk dat..
he sed faith is d most important *which i hv 2 admit dat i agree*
but on d otha hand..
how can relationships work without communication?!
huh...
i learnt from d past dat communication's important...
but then i dn kno how 2 make ken understands of it...
