umff...im kinda struggling wif my life nw..
evrything seems not in d rite order..
ken sed to me...do u rememba my dad called me lst nyt?n i sed yea..
ken sed...*drumroll*...his dad sed he has anotha 1...i was lyk...shocked!!!
dn ask me y...but i cried...
i didnt even think dat he wud hv it twice...
i mean..ppl around me r suffering from dat...
it took my grandad...my mom had it s well..
huh...
ken's dad is such a nice guy =]
hp he'll get well soon...
umf..so yea...afta dat..ken talked wif me..but i didnt respond @ all..
he knew i was in pain..
so many things goin on since end of last year..
he tried 2 comfort me..
we talked bout depression s well..
he sed depression is bout what ppl believe..nt bout d environment...
he sed...u hvnt smiled alot this year...i like smiling jess..not sad jess...
he tried 2 make me smile so badddd....
n sumhw he sed..jess..we stil gt long way 2 go..its such a small shit..
n he sed...dn do itai itai thing jess..i'll ask all God not 2 give u pain...but if u gt pain..i kno dat u'r stong enuf jess..
thn i smiled..
umf..dn kno..feel lyk my life's gtin hard this year..
but it wont ruin anything...
still..i hv 2 graduate nxt year...
lol...
